her truth

talking

Waking up, Sandra made a face, she had moved into her daughter's room to be sleeping on an air mattress to have given Diego there marriage bed, given he wouldn't stop with the sexual harassment, the last night she spent in there, was when he went down on her when she was to her phone, to have some here time, he didn't quite seem to understand, that Sandra was done.
Sandra then turned to place her hand to get had to be happy she wasn't spinning, because she had a straight neck, depending on how she slept she could wake up dizzy.
Sandra then slowly moved up to then turn her head to smile, the girls had slept with her, there were times they slept to there mattresses in there father's room but mainly they slept with there mother.
Sandra signed has it was the day when she was going to go with her sister to talk to the lawyer.
She then got up slowly to then go to the other room given her clothes were there to be happy Diego was to work so she could get dressed in peace, Sandra couldn't even take showers in there any more, Diego would open the door and eye over Sandra, it was getting on her nerves, Diego seemed to be ignoring this whole situation but Sandra had, had enough.
Getting dressed, Sandra then had to go and get the girls dressed and fed before she left with her sister to be eyeing out the window with a face, she wasent very sure about this, she then turned her head to look to her left hand where were daughter touched to think about that day and what she said.
I need to do this..... For them.
Sandra and her sister talked a bit for them to then stand outside for a moment.
Candra looked to Sandra.
"Sandra?"
She asked slowly. Sandra took in a deep breathe to look to her sister.
"My stomach hurts."
Candra went to her.
"I know but need to get this done."
Sandra looked over her sister to then turn her head to eye the building to then go first for them to go into the office to then sit for Sandra to breathe and hard. She was very nervous about this.
Eventually the lawyer went back to eye for them to get up to follow, Sandra sat with her sister to be eyeing him.
"So, why are we here today?"
Sandra turned her head to look at her sister.
"Sandra wants a divorce from her low life husband who treats her like shit, I've seen the messages between them and I don't know how she lets him get away with that and....."
Sandra looked over her sister who spoke for her to become sullen, she couldn't believe this was her life.
The lawyer nodded to then look to Sandra.
"So you two would be having a difference of things divorce."
Sandra looked to the lawyer to nod.
"So Sandra can you tell me more?"
"Well, in May I went to see the doctor, I had a panic attack to where I saw a social worker, so from then to now the last 4 months, I have given Diego time and time again to fix himself, fix the marriage, for him to find a marriage counselor, he will say he will but nothing has happened, we have separated, I live in my daughter's room to an air mattress, he has the big room, things are not going at all well, I have tried to talk to him about the divorce to where he has texted me telling me it is not going to happen, he will rip up the divorce papers in my face, he has also told me I'm splitting up the family, telling me I am a horrible person, how can I do this to our children and....."
"So how many children do you have and are they both his?"
"Have two children, one 5 the other 3. And regrettably yes."
The lawyer nodded.
"Has there been any physical abuse?"
Sandras stomach then knotted, she was not in a place to let people know about how Diego was rapping her and forcing her to have sex against her will. Sandra took in a deep breathe to shake her head.
"Okay, well I am hearing he is emotionally abusing you."
"Diego also won't let Sandra go." Her sister chimed in.
They looked to her for the lawyer to eye over Sandra.
"What?"
Sandra signed.
"There is never really a working car, he is always gone, I can't always get out of the house. He even got mad when I get my nails done, thinks I'm cheating on him. Won't let me talk to a therapist, says I need to be home with the girls all the time."
The lawyer went back in his chair to really eye Sandra.
"Seems like he's isolating you."
Sandra widened her eyes, she never had a person say that to her.
"Well, this guy does sound like an abuser. So my fee is....."
Sandra darted her eyes has they talked about money for them to then be rushed out, after the two went up a restaurant to go and eat for candra to look to Sandra.
"So how are you feeling?"
"I don't know if Dad will be able to pay for this. I don't know. I'm scared if I go on with this what Diego will do."
"Sandra from what you've told me you need to get away. This is not healthy. The girls don't need to see this, they need to see there mother happy and from what you've told me you don't seem really happy."
Sandra nodded to then look to her phone to make a face, Diego was texting her about the money she took out to pay for this lawyer from there joint account.
Candra looked to her.
"Are you okay?"
"Diego is mad."
Candra then was given the phone to then text. Letting him know this was not okay and even her husband wouldn't talk to her like that, Sandra rolled her eyes has the two were texting each other for Sandra to know this was going to cause more trouble for her later.
Candra then placed the phone down to shake her head.
"Damn this guy."
"Yeah I know."
The two then finished there meal to go back for Sandra to sit in candras car to look forward has Diego was actually home for candra to look to her.
"I won't go until your in the house. Remember, if I were you I wouldn't tell Diego you have a lawyer and your going to get a divorce."
Sandra nodded to then get out of the car for candra to get out to stay to her door for a meditation to then occur.