her truth

not liking this situation

To her father's, Sandra was able to get away from Diego's mother's house when he went to work and she didn't have to go to be able to lay to her side on the couch to be watching the television to place a hand to her stomach to rub at it.
Sandra had a face to shake here head a bit. She then looked up to eye over the clock to sign, it was almost the time Diego was going to get out of work.
Sandra really didn't want to go back to that house. Other then sleeping to a garage to a mattress to the floor and the dogs that were in there too be barking all the time, it was also Diego's family she really wasn't understanding.
His mother would spend all the day in the kitchen to be acting like she's cooking to actually be on her tablet, since she only cooked once a day and everyone had to cook more if they wanted to, his step dad came home from work to then just go straight to his tablet to ignore everyone and Diego's half siblings cared for themselves, Sandra also didn't like that a 10 year old boy was sharing a room with an 8 year old girl but they were siblings. Sandra didn't have any brothers and she did grow up with sister's so she didn't know if this was normal or not.
Sighing, Sandra then got up to go to the kitchen to then make something to eat to go back to eye about, she wished her father was there, she really wanted someone to talk to father about the things that were going down but he was at work.
Sandra then peered her eyes to the side to see her phone go off to then grab at it to then look over to make a face.
Diego: I'm off early, where are you?
Sandra rolled her eyes to sign.
Sandra: I went to my dad's.
Diego: well come back.
Sandra looked through the message.
Sandra: I'll be back soon.
Sandra kept her eyes to the phone to not get another text message to then place her phone down to eye down to take in a very deep breathe.
What am I going to do? I'm really tired.... Don't feel good.... Don't want to go to his place...... unfortunately I can't stay here...... If I do he will come over and then I'm sleeping on this floor which I can't keep doing, it hurts my back.
Sandra signed to then get up to place the dish to the sink to then wash to turn to go about to gather her things to then go to her car to then drive to his mother's.
Parked, she then got out to go inside to eye over Diego to the couch to be eyeing the television to ignore the fact that Sandra came home.
Sandra took off her shoes to then go to sit right next to him to watch what was on the television to then look up to the clock.
After an hour, nothing happened, the two just sat to the couch to be watching the television.
Sandra then peered her eyes to Diego has he had his phone out to be going through his social media to laugh here and there.
She then looked forward to shake her head a bit.
So why did I have to be here? Why did I have to rush to get here when we're not doing anything?
Sandra signed to then get up to go to the garage to then go to her side to have a hard face, she then looked up has Diego came about to then look down at her.
"What are you doing?"
"I'm tired Diego.'
"You.... Don't seem to be."
Sandra then went to her back to eye over the ceiling.
"Well I am."
"My..... Family isn't home so...."
Sandras lips parted has she watched Diego to then go to the door to close and lock to then go back to move the blanket away to then go on to of Sandra to eye her over.
Sandra gulped to go into the act when she really didn't want to.
After, she was to her back to be eyeing over the ceiling has Diego was to his stomach with an arm wrapped about her to be fast asleep.
Has Sandra looked to the ceiling she started to think about everything that has been happening to her life. It was not ideal and she didn't know that she was dis associating from this current situation.
Sandra then turned her head to look over Diego has he was breathing in and out soundlessly.
Sandra took in a very deep breathe to slowly turn her head to eye over the ceiling again to gulp. She didn't know what was really happening to her life and she didn't like where she was at that moment, but what could Sandra do? She was pregnant by a man who semi forced her to go and live with him and wouldn't let her really out of his sight and kept constant tabs on her.
Sandra didn't know at the time, he was showing his controlling behavior.
Sandra then closed her eyes to move her head up and down to then turn it to the other side to slowly open her eyes to look over all the chemicals that were about that the mother kept to the garage, Sandra made a face to then turn her head to look back at the ceiling to then place her hands to her stomach to feel.
You need a mother and father..... You need stability, love and....
Sandra closed her eyes has tears started to go down her face, many of the reasons she let Diego treat her the way that he did was because she was trying to keep the peace and she was doing this for there baby, however unaware to Sandra, this was emotionally and mentally killing who she was.