her truth

feeling so blessed

After getting cleared from the doctor which concerned Sandra, given they wanted to give her a transfusion since she lost so much blood, however her levels were fine, Sandra was just going to experience anemia and bad.
Sitting to the bed, Sandra got Sarah dressed in her going home outfit, to then smile and wide has she looked over her beautiful daughter.
Sarah looked up at her mother has she was swaddled to coo to smile has well, Sandra then picked Sarah up to cuddle to then turn her head has a nurse and Diego came about with a wheel chair.
Sandra then got off the bed without much help to sit to have Sarah handed back to her for them to go to the entrance, Sandra made a hard face. It was so very hot.
Has they got in the car, Diego turned up the a/c has he drove them, they were going to Diego's mother's given Sandra needed some time and Emily was there being spoiled rotten.
Going close, Sandra looked to Diego a bit confused.
"What are we doing at a store?"
"My mother texted me and wanted to get some food."
"Diego, I just had a baby and it's hot."
"And my mother needs food."
Sandra watched Diego get out to sign, she then got out to go straight to start to get her out of her car seat to be very winded.
Going through out the store was a challenge, it was very hot, Sandra had to wobble about given she just had major surgery three days ago and she was starting to feel very off.
Sandra kept silent through it to be eyeing over Sarah who was looking about.
I have such a gorgeous daughter, Emily and Sarah, you are just too cute!
By the end, they paid to then go back, at Diego's mother's, she took Sarah for Sandra to then sit down to the couch to catch her breathe, Emily then went to Sandra to eye her over to then raise up her arms for her.
Sandra moved up a bit to continue to feel weird to then look about.
"Um.... Diego...."
Sandra then looked to see Diego was in his mother's kitchen to be eating food, Sandra eyed that to sign to then go has close has she could to then grab up Emily to bring her to her lap for them to have a bit of cuddle time.
Emily very much missed her mother and Sandra very much missed her daughter.
Has the night progressed, Sandra thought she would be able to spend the night given with Emily that is what happened, however Diego told Sandra there wasn't enough room, Sandra nodded has she knew that was true.
They all left to go to there new place which they barely had been.
Settling down for the night, Sandra didn't want to be away from Sarah, so in the king size bed, Sandra laid Sarah down and emily got out of get toddler bed to which she never used given her father didn't inforce anything and he didn't like her to cry, to then go into the bed next to her sister.
Sandra laid near them to free Sarah from her swaddle to be tearing up has she looked over her daughter's, they were both so perfect, Diego after he was done in the bathroom, came about to then go into the bed to lay to his back to close his eyes.
Sandra however kept her eyes to her daughters to be so very happy she feeling so blessed.
They both were just so cute, so perfect and Sandra was so happy to have them both.
Sandra then laid her head down to press it lightly to Sarah's to then place her hand to Emily's shoulder to breathe in and out to soak up having both her children in her life.
You two......I love you so very much. I can't believe I was able to have you two. I hope our lifes will be good and you two will be the greatest friends. Think you two already love the other, however I don't know but I'm sure you do. You both look so much alike, I wonder if you two will act like twins or be your own person? Given your older Emily will you really act in that role? Who are you two going to be in this world? I have so many questions. I wait want to know what is going to happen next, who you two are going to be, how can I help to make you two has happy has I am. I just don't know. Emily and Sarah, you have no idea how much I'm in love with you two.
Sandra couldn't help but to smile and wide. She was just so very happy they these two were in her life.
Sandra then slowly opened her eyes to turn a bit to look at Diego who snored to then turn her head back to eye over Sarah then moved her head up a bit to look over Emily to settle back down, Sandra knew when the baby slept she needed to sleep but her two children were so very cute has they slept together.
I know I have to sleep but..... You two are so cute.
Sandra couldn't help but to giggle to herself to keep eyeing over her sleeping children.
I really hope I will be a good mom for you both, hope you two know you can always come to me for Anything and I will be there. You two are my blessings, you two are my pride and joy. I just love you two so very much. I hope you two will be so happy has you grow and we will always be together.
Sandra snuggled up to her children has she talked in her mind to then close her eyes to go to sleep not to know the future ahead was very dark and cruel to her and Emily and Sarah.