her truth

slowly telling

Has her second trimester started to slowly come about Sandra couldn't keep it to herself from her one older sister anymore, she had to tell Abby. She was a very free spirited, hard working, passionate person who lived her own life on her own terms.
Given she wanted to hang out with Sandra and take her to her to friends house to drink, Sandra had to tell her why she couldn't.
" Come on, you need to let loose a bit. Given everything that has happened. You need to drink."
Sandra to the passenger side kept her head down to play with her fingers has they drove.
"I..... Just don't want to drink."
"Why not? Your 22, come on you need to live a little."
Sandra signed.
"Well.... There's a reason for it."
Abby laughed has she drove.
"What reason can there be?"
Sandra moved her head up to turn it to eye over Abby.
"I'm.... Pregnant."
Abby widened her eyes to look to driving them at Sandra several times to then look forward.
"How? Did you and Orrin?"
Sandra shook her head.
"No.... It was a one night stand with.... Diego...."
Sandra muttered the end.
Abby signed.
"You got knocked up by that asshole?"
Sandra nodded.
"Yeah......"
"Sandra......" Abby slowly said.
"Abby, trust me I know."
"Mm.... Have you've told him?"
"I'm not in my second trimester yet, I want to make sure this is a viable pregnancy before I tell him. I'm also worried on how he is going to take it. When I was pregnant before he told me to get an abortion......"
"That's why he is an asshole. But Sandra it takes two to have a baby. You should have learned the first time. How did this happen?"
"Well.....it was late at night, he came over, apparently drunk, he let me know that a bit later, I thought I was close to my ovulation, he also didn't pull out, which that method works for us and he didn't wear a condom."
"That Diego is an idiot and a prick. You are also an idiot. You needed to have stopped talking to him after how he treated you and he was overly obsessed with his 1st wife."
"I know I just....."
"I know Sandra, you loved him but.... You have a long road ahead of you now and if you think he is going to help you...."
Sandra turned her head to look out the window.
"I don't know what's going to happen when I tell him. I'm.... Scared."
Abby looked over Sandra to keep driving.
"You know what, for today, let's not think of the asshole. There is a party going on and maybe you can be with someone else."
Sandra looked to Abby with a look.
I'm pregnant with another man's baby I am not at all hooking up with someone else are you kidding me.
Sandra rolled her eyes to look back at the window with a face.
What are you going to do when you know I am pregnant? Are you going to try like you did the first pregnancy to get me to have an abortion? Are you going to be mad that I didn't tell you right away? What will you do?
Stopped, Abby looked over her sister to shake her head
"Stop it."
Sandra turned her head to look to her sister.
"What?"
"Can tell when you're over thinking. You need to cut that out, we are at this party, just have a good time. No drinking though."
Sandra nodded to then get out to follow her sister to the house.
Inside there were little children running about then Sandra looked up to see the mom coming to then smile over Sandra.
They talked for a bit too then lol to Abby who came to look at Sandra.
"We need to go to a store to get the bbq things."
Sandra nodded to then go follow her sister to then get into a car with a guy for them to go to the store, getting out, Sandra placed her hand to her stomach to make a face, she was feeling morning sickness again.
Sandra signed to then close the door to follow her sister not happy she had to walk.
Going about, Sandra looked at the different things to try and hard not to think about her current situation however she saw a sign for the bathroom and she ran a bit to it to have her head to into the toilet.
Done, she washed her hands to then leave to go find her sister to ask if she could buy her something to drink, Abby nodded to do just that, they spent an hour at the store has they got everything they needed to go back, to the back yard, Sandra was playing with the little kids to smile and wonder what her own kid was going to be like. Would she be more like her or....
Sandra signed has she started to think of Diego again, she then turned to go to her sister to then help with the party.
After the food was done, Sandra sat near a fire to be eating the bbq to sign here and there, she was trying very hard to stop over thinking and be in her head however it was not working, didn't help she had her ex's child growing inside her.
Sandra made a face to then place her hand to her stomach to dart her eyes about, a guy next to her looked at her.
"Are you okay?"
Sandra looked to him .
"I'm fine. Just a bit tired, do work tomorrow."
"That sucks doesn't it, when you have a party then the next day you have to go to work." He laughed.
Sandra laughed back to nod.
"Hey.... Do you want someone to drink?"
Sandra eyed the bottle to shake her head.
"Can't..... Pregnant."
The guy widened his eyes to eye over Sandra.
"Oh... I'm sorry. Wheres the father?"
"I don't know."
He made a face to then turn his head to start to talk to someone else, Sandra looked to that to shrug to caress her stomach has her child was growing within.