her truth

going forth

To Diego's bedroom slash mother's garage, Sandra had boxes to the mattress to be going about to place Diego's clothes to then given he was at work and he wasn't doing any of the packing, Brita who sat to the mattress looked to Sandra to sign to then get up to grab some clothes to help, Sandra went to her knees to place the clothes away to eye, Brita went to a box to do the same.
"So..... How is everything going?"
"Okay."
Brita looked to Sandra who got up to wobble a bit given her stomach was growing, to grab more clothes to do the same action to another box.
"So tell me, why isn't Diego doing this?"
"He is working. Told me to."
Brita raised an eye brow.
"Told you too?"
Sandra stopped stuffing the clothes to take in a deep breathe, to then look to Brita with a smile.
"Thank you for coming today and helping me."
Brita looked over Sandra has she forced a smile to her face to then look back down to close the box.
Brita made a face.
"So.... Your moving to a house?"
"Yes. We're going to be living in a 2 bedroom with a bathroom and kitchen. Not happy it doesn't have a garbage disposal."
Brita looked back to Sandra.
"Is that all your not happy about?"
Sandra signed.
"This is what Diego wants, I'm just going with it, don't really want to think about it."
Brita shook her head to then get up to gather more clothes to help Sandra to pack Diego, to then take Sandra to a near by park so they could talk.
"What else can you say about this house?"
"Apparently it's in our price range, will be close to his mother and it's got a good back yard for the baby."
"What is your price range?"
"Cheap. These owners are private so that's why we were able to get a good deal I guess I don't really know the rest."
"Well shouldn't you?"
"It's not my money but Diego's so probably not."
Brita turned her head to eye over Sandra.
"Since you two are dating actually it's both of your money "
"That's when your married. We're just dating."
"Yeah but you don't have a job so...."
Sandra placed her hand to her stomach to caress.
"I don't really want to keep talking about this. How is my nephew?"
"He's good, misses you."
Brita looked forward has they kept walking.
"I miss him too, will have to have you guys come over when you can, know your going through school to become a nurse......oooh his is that going?"
"It's going pretty good, have to read a lot."
"Well sure you do when you are too becoming a nurse " Sandra lightly laughed.
The rest of the walk the two kept talking about trival things into Brita took sandra back to Diego's mother's to then turn her head to look to her sister.
"Sandra?"
Sandra took off her seat belt to eye over her sister.
"Yes?"
"I'm.... Worried about you."
Sandras eyes widened a bit to then look down.
"I'm...... Fine. Thank you again for helping me today "
Sandra then got out to leave to then go around the car to watch her sister go to the end of the road to then turn to leave, Sandra watched her sister to leave to dart her eyes to then look down to have a hand to her stomach to caress.
I'm.... Worried about myself too..... But what can I really do?
Sandra signed to then turn to go back into the house, she was becoming to hate, inside she looked to the couch to see Diego sitting to it to have his arms wrapped about himself to he eyeing forward to laugh, Sandra made a face to then go about, Diego turned his head to eye.
"What are you doing?"
"Going to fix myself something to eat."
"Do that for me too. My mother is out shopping."
Sandra to the kitchen felt very tired, she wasn't really going to make anything grand, just wanted something small and quick.
Sandra signed to then get something ready for him and her to then go about to give him something he eyed with a face, Sandra looked him over.
"What?"
"Nothing just..... Really basic and not like what my mom would cook."
"Well....I have told you Diego, I'm not your mom also I don't always cook Mexican food."
Diego rolled his eyes to then dig in.
"Wish you would. Your getting lazy "
Sandra made a face to then roll her eyes to go to the kitchen to sit down to the dining room table to eat her food and quick to then get up to go and wash her dish and the other dishes to then go about to head straight to the bedroom to sit to the mattress to then look about the boxes to shake her head a bit.
Sandra didn't know how living with Diego was going to be, but so far from what she had seen of him, Sandra wasn't a fool to not know there were going to be battles with this.
Signing, she then laid to her back to place her hand to her stomach to eye over the ceiling to feel the baby kick to smile and wide.
I really can't wait to meet you, are you going to be acting like me?
Sandras smile started to go away a bit for her to take in a very deep breathe with a face.
To a point she wanted her baby to be like her the other side to this she didn't want her baby to be pulled into the situation she was currently in, she never ever wanted her child to ever be in this type of situation.
Sandra then placed her hand to her forehead to start to rub has she was starting to get a headache from all the stress she was under and what she was to be constantly thinking about.
Sandra then went to her side with a sullen face to shake her head, she was not at all okay with this but what could she do?