her truth

slowly getting there then

Has Sarah was growing, Sandra and her anemia was getting better, she had to take care of herself a lot though, Diego did not one thing to help her and consistently was negative, telling Sandra it was all in her head, Sandra had regular doctor visits and no it wasn't in her head, after a few months she was able to get better. Sandra then had enough strength to be able to take care of herself and both her children while the only thing Diego did was smoke, drink, go every weekend to either fix cars or be with his friends to leave Sandra alone with the children, this was something in the beginning Sandra minded however she didn't mind to be left anymore, she loved being a stay at home mom with her children. The only time she was in misery was when Diego came home, he expected a 3 course dinner every single night, even though he would get fast food during work and he never ate what she made to complain it's not like his mother's, to where they would argue, Sandra was not his mother.
The only blissful time Sandra had was when Diego was at work and she could be with her children. Sarah and Emily made Sandra whole, while Diego made Sandra feel like crap, Sandra then started to have panic attacks given everything he made her do has he didn't lift a finger to help, he never cooked, never cleaned and expected Sandra to baby him while she babied her children who were 3 and an infant, also Sandra had to help take care of her father given his family health and take care of Diegos family when she could, Sandra was getting very over whelmed and doing what her theripist suggested never helped, she would often vent to Diego about what was going on, however he found her to be selfish, complaining and negative given he worked, when Sandra brought up she could get a job and his mother could watch the children, he had very high expectations Sandra just couldn't meet, he wanted Sandra to work a job that paid 4,000 to 5,000 in a month, even though that is not how much he was getting paid, for him to then stay him and he would take the girls to his mother's for him to fix cars, for Sandra this way ridiculous, however some how she was able to manage.
By the holidays, things went okay, Diego was barely there, by December Diego and Sandra were able to go have a date night, to where Diego spent money to go to a restaurant that made Sandra a bit uncomfortable, Diego liked to shower Sandra with money, but she was someone who didn't care about the price, she just wanted to be with him, however has she ate, he was eating too then be on his phone, Diego never looked at Sandra the whole time even though she actually wore Make up and really did herself up for this, Sandra was exhausted so she couldn't really ever take care of herself, but that night she tried for Diego to not care, even though one of there many arguments was about her appearance, he would also talk about his ex saying she always wore Make up every day and he wanted Sandra to do the same. Sandra didn't like that Diego and often, compared her to his ex wife, it really got to Sandra and a lot.
Has she ate Sandra signed to then peer get eyes to the side. Sandra hadent really gotten out without the girls for awhile and for Diego to act like this, Sandra kind of wished this didn't happen, looking back to him he has placed his phone actually down to then look to Sandra.
"Are you done?"
Sandra looked to her food to nod, Diego then got up for Sandra to then follow, he paid the bill for them to go into his car for them to go back to there place.
Has Sandra went in she wanted to lay down which she did, that is when Diego went to her to then go on one knee, Sandra widened her eyes to then look over Diego.
"Will you marry me?"
Diego then placed a white ring he made on Sandra finger, Sandra then eyed over it with a face.
Diego looked over her a bit confused.
"Don't you like it?"
"I do.......but um...."
Sandra then looked to Diego who eyed over Sandra with a face, Sandra gulped to then smile.
"Yes I love it. Happy you made it for me."
"What's your answer?"
"Of....course."
Diego smiled to then get up to go to the kitchen, Sandra looked down to the ring on her finger to have regrets about this.
"Um.... Did you ask my father's permission?"
Diego came back with a drink to then eye over Sandra.
"I know you wanted me to do that, but it's old fashion, it's 2017, I'm not going to do that."
Sandra then looked to Diego who stood before her.
"It's a respect thing."
Diego shrugged, Sandra then felt her phone going off, she then grabbed it to answer to then go outside, Diegos mother was there with Emily, Sandra went out to then show her the ring for Diego's mother to make a face fur Sandra to very much regret this decision.
Just then Sandras eyes popped opened to get up to eye about, she was in a bed to her new place Diego and her just got after having Sarah to then look down to see Diego to his side asleep to then look to the other side to see her two kids to then move back down to make a face, she then raised her left finger that had another ring to sign, it had been several months being engaged to Diego, Sandra then moved her hand down to turn to her side to look over her sleeping children to make a face.
The dream she had was not how all that happened, she was to her town house before Sarah, it was almost Christmas, the two were there first before Diegos mother for him to proposed.
Sandra shook her head to then wrap her arm about her girls to grit her teeth, accepting this ring, was not a great thing to have done at all.