her truth

living for my daughter

After that one night, Sandra started to spend more time with Emily then she did with Diego, sandra had more fun with her daughter then she did with Diego. Getting up a bit earlier, Sandra made sure to have Emily very much fed for them to be walking to a place where they can go and have some fun and not to think.
Walking Sandra looked at Emily to smile here and there has she would stop to look at different things has she was still getting used to walking, Emily was a toddler now who was so very curious.
Sandra stopped has Emily went to a flower to sniff to then step back to then look about to go forward has her mother lead her to where they needed to go.
Placing there hands to the other, they safely crossed the street to then go to the building that had a lot of things you could do for fun.
Inside they first went to the arcade, Sandra didn't have that much money given she didn't have a job and had to bring what she could from the money her father gave her given Diego never really gave her anything, Diego thought giving Sandra money for her and there daughter to go and have fun was a waste of it.
To the arcade, Sandra pointed for Emily to look at it to then go to a few for her to then start to play even though she didn't know how, after the money was spent it really didn't matter, Emily was playing on games just to see the pretty lights. Leaving the arcade they then went about the building to see what else it offered, Emily didn't care for the clothing stores, they then went to a place where you could buy a pet, Emily went immediately in to then look about in awe, she really liked the fish.
Sandra kept watching over Emily to have smiles, this day was very good for her and for them.
They walked about to see all the animals to then go about to keep walking around the building for Emily to see a carousel, sandra made a hard face given they were out of money, Emily went on but to care if it didn't run to walk about to eye over the horses to then want to get on one, she turned her head to look to Sandra with her arms raised.
Sandra darted her eyes over her to quickly go to then gently take Emily up to place her on the horse for Emily to coo and laugh.
Sandra smiled and wide.
"I love you Emily."
Emily looked to her mother to smile wider to then look back down to dart her eyes over the horse.
Sandras expression then turned sad, she really wish they could be like this always, just be happy and not care about money, however that was just not the life Sandra had at that moment, which made her so very sad.
Sandra signed to let that go to watch over her daughter who was having the time of her life, after they were done there, they then left to start to walk home for sandra to think of what to do next.
Emily had her head hung to be darting her eyes about has she walked to coo, Sandra then turned her head to eye over her to make a considering face, has it was hot that day the two then went back home to go in the back yard for Sandra to make up a pool to get emily in a swim suit for them to then play in the water, for a toy, Sandra grabbed a pot for Emily to have a lot of fun with it to then be going in and out of the water since it was cold, Sandra had placed a slide into the water to where Emily went up to go down to then quickly get out of the pool to shake a bit, she whined for a mere moment to then go into her mother's awaiting arms to be warmed up again to then go back to playing in the pool, sandra then moved her hands back to eye over her to tilt her head to the side to keep watching over Emily to sign here and there.
Sandra really wished there lives would be happy like this all the time.
Sandra gritted her teeth to then look down, there lives could be like this if Diego wasn't in the lives, he was always so negative, always gone and when he was around Sandra and Emily were sad and still lonely, even though Sandra made sure for them to have days like this, once Diego came back it was very tiring and hard for the two of them.
Sandra signed to then get up to start to play with Emily and not let what was going to happen later take away there happy moment.
Later, Sandra placed Emily down for a nap in her bed given she really didn't like the crib.
Surrounding Emily with pillows away from her body, Sandra then went about the house Diego never cleaned, or tried to do, to pick up everything, Sandra after was sitting to the futon to be very tired, she then turned her head to watch Diego come in to then take his shoes off to then go to the kitchen to look about.
"Where's dinner?"
"Haven't made it yet. You came early again."
Diego signed to then go to stand right in front of Sandra.
"We've been through this before. I want dinner ready when I get home and a clean house."
"The house is cleaned and again Diego you came home just a bit earlier today, I will get dinner ready."
Diego rolled his eyes to then look to the wall.
"You are so lucky you don't have to work all Day, I come home I expect to have dinner and...."
The two then looked behind has Emily came down to look to Diego to then eye her mother to go straight to her, Sandra signed to then grab up Emily to then go to the kitchen.
"I'll make dinner."
"Need to have it done when I'm home though."
Sandra turned her head has she held Emily to watch Diego go upstairs, she knew what he was going to do, smoke and watch his phone for a few hours leaving Sandra to do everything.