her truth

things that are starting to happen to make me think further

Has days then went, Sandra was in the car with the girls to be going to another city given it was Diego's immigration attorney and where she was for Sandra to be eyeing over the window to look through to see things be blurring to sign here and there to place her hand to her head to then grit her teeth has Diego saw this.
"I hate when you act like that."
Sandra then placed her hand down to look to both of them to make a face has her girls were behind her to be laughing and playing with the other.
Sandra couldn't help but keep looking to her hands to think. What kandra said to her really started to lift the fog of what this relationship was doing to her to have her start to form actual thought, was she happy?
Looking up she then eyed about has they parked in the garage given in the city you couldn't find parking, for her to get out to then get the children, for Diego not to help her with them to then start to rush them given his appointment he didn't want to be late for.
Sandra had Sarah to her hip to have her hand to Emily's has they went about to then go into the place to then go to the elevator to then go up for Sandra to make a face, she wished her father was not lying in bed, there was nothing wrong with him today, and she didn't think this was appropriate to take the children too however there they were. Sandra was just hoping they would behave and they wouldn't remember this.
Going up, they rushed to the secretary who smiled to then told them to wait for a moment guy the girls to go to the side to see the toys to start to play with it has Sandra went to then to play with to then turn her head to roll her eyes has Diego was to his phone to ignore them like always, Diego never lived in the moment, he was always on his phone and he always was ignoring them.
Sandra then looked up has the attorney came out to then gather them to go to her office for the two to sit for the girls to be all over Sandra, Sandra got a piece of paper for Emily to sit on one side of her lap to draw for Sandra to have Sarah to her other side to play with has Diego wanted to have Emily to his phone but Sandra didn't want that, Emily was only 5 and she didn't need to be on phone all the time, Diego often did that and it irrtated Sandra to no end.
Sandra kept playing with the girls to get bits and pieces of what had to happen now.
"Next there will be an interview, glad you two have a joint account now, makes you look more legit and...."
Sandra narrowed her eyes at that to then roll them to cater to the girls. She didn't like how the attorney said that to them, but it also fit given Sandra didn't feel this was a marriage anyways, it felt like a business deal from time to time.
"Okay, now I have all the necessary documentation, all I need is my pay and Sandra I am going to set you up with an interview. You need to go in and answer some questions. Let them know how much in love you are and....."
Sandra really looked to the attorney with a face to grit her teeth has her. turned sullen to look down.
Sandra didn't feel that with Diego, and she knew Diego didn't feel that for her. Sandra started to feel there whole marriage was just because she was an American citizen and Diego was using that so he could become legal and he didn't have to do his daca anymore given he came into this country illegally when he was 15.
Sandra took in a deep breathe to continue to look down to dart her eyes has Diego had a smile on his face.
They then were about to leave for Diego to have yelled at Sarah given she was just new to walking for her to not be going fast enough for them to then load up in the car for them to leave for Sandra to then turn her head to look out the window.
Sandra was not happy in her relationship, she also didn't feel love for Diego anymore, she didn't want to do this interview and lie. She was in love with Diego when they got married, was in love with him for so long but because of the way he treated her and her children Sandra came to the realization right there and then she was no longer in love with him. Her eyes started to widen at that face to sign and hard.
What was she going to do now? She had to do the interview, she had to help him the way his first wife apparently didn't, but Sandra was going to have to lie, Sandra was brought up by her police officer father to not do that.
Sandra made a very hard face.
What am I going to do? I don't want to get in trouble, I don't want Diego to get in trouble and get deported, I don't want his mother to hate me, I....I....
Sandra then closed her eyes has her heart started to throb in her chest has a panic attack was overwhelming her.
Diego when they got on the free way then looked to her to raise an eye brow.
"What's going on with you?"
Sandra had moved her hands to her legs to move them up and down her legs to be hyperventilating to have her eyes closed to try to do some deep breathing to get out of this to shake her head.
"I'm.... Fine."
Diego looked her over to then roll his eyes to then look forward .
"Uh huh. Well if your nervous about the interview your going to do fine, just do what I tell you."
Sandra made a harder face has that made Sandras panic attack get worse for her to then listen to her children in the back to be laughing to use that to take in really deep breathes to then slowly open her eyes has her heart started to slow to feel exhausted to have a sick face to have her chin quiver to hold back tears has what could she really do? She needed to do whatever Diego told her to do. Right?