her truth

don't know what to do

Sandra laying to her father's couch had a long face to sign here and there, she didn't like she had to flee her apartment given she was scared Diego was just going to show up, after all there texting Sandra was not comfortable seeing him quite yet and she didn't what to add extra pressure to herself given her last pregnancy ended in a miscarriage.
Sandra then sat up to place her hands to the edge of the couch to grip to eye down to take in deep breathes to then go up to go to the kitchen to start in on something to eat to then go about to sit to eye the action to really not know what to do with this situation.
Diego was acting in a way Sandra never encountered before and she didn't like it.
Sandra placed the plate to her side to keep her eyes down to really not know what to do next.
He hadent done anything to her just said he was going to her house even though she said no.
Sandra signed to make a face.
What am I going to do?
Sandra then placed a hand to her stomach to caress a bit .
What are we going to do?
Sandra then turned her head to the little table her father had to pick up her phone to look at it to nod..
So far Diego hadent reached out to her yet, Sandra was a bit nervous to look at her phone given everything that has happened..
Sandra then got up to go to the bathroom to use to then be before the sink to have her eyes down to be eyeing the water to think of possible solutions however nothing was coming to her mind.
After, she dried to then go back, to move her body to the back of the couch to then eye forward to then turn her head to watch her father come back from work.
He eyed over Sandra to smile, not knowing why she was there and spending the night to go about to the kitchen, Sandra then took in a deep breathe to go to the door frame to place herself to it.
There was still something she needed to do.
"Um dad?"
He looked through the fridge.
"Yeah?"
Sandra then took in a very deep breathe.
"I'm.... Pregnant."
Her father straightened up to turn his head to eye over her.
"Your.... Pregnant? By who?"
Sandra looked to the floor.
"Diego...."
"Really? How did that happen? Thought you were dating Orrin?"
Sandra looked to her father to shake her head.
"No. We never really worked out. Still feel bad about that. Um.... It just happened. I'm into my second trimester and everything seems to be going right."
Her father closed the fridge door to then turn to place his body to the counter to look over Sandra to then wrap his arms about.
"So..... How are you going to raise this kid? I know you and Diego are not together anymore and you work for a pizza place. That's not real good money."
Sandra nodded.
"I know, I already have things going."
"Like what?"
"I'm able to go through a government program, which is helping medically and with food. I'm already looking for a different job, I'm also able to work more hours right now so I'm saving has much has I can."
"Mm.... Does Diego know about this?"
Sandra eyed back down with a face.
"He..... Told me to have an abortion and he thinks this is his friends. I haven't with anyone else, I'm not like that."
Her father nodded.
"Diego is a real piece of work. But I understand his side. You two aren't even together and this is going to be hard on you, but you seem to know what your doing."
Sandra looked to her father' with a smile.
"I'm trying my best."
"I can see that and in this situation that's all you really can do."
Her father then went back to the fridge to get some food out to go to the counter to make it.
"Well.... I'll be here for you has much has I can."
Sandras chin started to quiver a bit for her to walk to get Dad to give him a giant hug.
"Thank you "
So far in Sandras life her father is the only man she knew who supported this decision and she really needed that.
Sandra then let her father go to then go back to the couch to look to the television, not to know really what to do next.
She didn't really want to talk to Diego right now given how he was acting and she knew she had too start really step up with this decision so she could be the best mother she could be for her unborn baby.
Sandra then placed the plate down to return to her side to place her hands under her head to look forward with a face..
How am I going to get out of this situation? Why does Diego have to be like? First thinking I had sex with his friend to telling me to have an abortion, to late for that anyway but jeez what kind of a guy is this? I do feel a bit sorry for myself and my baby, this guy is just being an asshole to me.
Sandra signed to then shuffle to her back to eye over the ceiling has her father was in the kitchen to continue to make his food for her to be getting a bit lost at the moment, she really didn't know what to do about anything.
Maybe my sister Brita was right, maybe I shouldn't have told him it was his....
Sandra shook her head.
You can't do that! Can't lie to a person about there child, that's just so messed up.
Sandra signed to place a hand to her head to rub, she was trying very hard not to over stress herself, she did not want to end up losing this baby.
Sandra took in deep breathes has she just didn't know what to do.