her truth

just giving up

By Christmas, Sandra wasn't who she was before she met Diego, she was turned into Someone who did whatever and any thing he asked, she believed with all her heart he loved her and was taking all of this abuse.
Driving to Diego's mother's house, Sandra parked to get out with a face. She then went inside to look about has she saw everything to be all done up, it was Christmas Eve and his family celebrated that day not actually Christmas.
Sandra came about with her bag of dollar store gifts since she didn't have a job but was a full time student to then go in to place them under the tree to go about to Diego's room to the garage to eye over him, he turned to look at her to go straight to Sandra to hold her hand to then take her right back out, they both went to a fancy table to see his mother had worked all day on with the food, to then eye over the drinks, sandra didn't care to drink anymore, didn't help Diego started in on it and so did his step dad, Sandra feeling the way she did wanted to get drunk, being with Diego and getting drunk helped a lot.
Getting drunk, Sandra sat to the ground to talk to Diego's step dad who was actually speaking in English, Sandra knew he could, even Diego said he could, so it was really nice that he actually spoke in English for Sandra to understand him.
After a bit the two actually started to talk in German with the other, Sandra knew a bit of it given her mother came from Germany and she was trying to learn different languages, eventually looking about, Sandra couldn't see Diego, exusing herself she then went to the garage to actually feel horny, she couldn't understand why but she did, going to the side of Diego she pressed herself against him to laugh a bit, Diego made a face, he was trying to sleep, he drank too much has well.
"Sandra...."
"Come in Diego...... I'm actually..... In the mood right now."
Diego then rolled over to hover over Sandra to start to kiss, to then ram himself in, Sandra wrapped herself about to go up and down with the friction for them to part from there kiss for him to go to her ear.
"Shhh, my family is still awake."
Sandra rolled her eyes.
Why do you care now?
Sandra nodded to lift her head up to keep going up and down, feeling like it was a minute later, Diego then came to place his forehead to her chest.
Sandra peered her eyes down to have the alcohol consume her.
"Are you.... Done?"
Diego moved his head up to look over her.
"Didn't you.... Cum?"
Sandra shook her head. Diego then started to thrust again for her to then lift her head back.
"Better take the plan b pill again, I'm just cumming into you.'
Sandra made a face, she couldn't understand what Diego was saying, she turned her head to move her body against his, not understanding the alcohol was affecting her and she couldn't cum.
Diego came again to then get off to go to lay to his side, Sandra moved up to her elbows to eye over him.
"Are you... Done? I didn't get to cum? Still horny."
"I'm tired. I can't again.'
Sandra made a hard face to then turn her head to look forward to then fix herself to get up to then go back out to the living room to sit down with his family who were still awake to then watch television to not really fully understand herself, she didn't understand why she was so horny and why she really wanted Diego like that. Sandra also didn't let herself get too drunk like this.
Having things spin, Sandra gave up trying to stay awake to then go back to the garage to then lay down next to Diego to be to her back to eye up to watch things swirl to sign.
This wasn't like her, drinking too much made Sandra depressed.
Turning her head she looked to Diego to have a sullen expression to then turn her head back to eye up to shrug.
He loves you... He....
Sandra furrowed her brow to then place a hand to her eyes to have tears start to come down, she couldn't keep up with her mantra. Sandra didn't feel like Diego loved nor respected her, the times she talked to her family about him and what she was going through, they all were saying the same thing, he was just using her for sex and he did not love her.
Sandra then turned to her side to then look over the wall with a sad face.
What am I doing with my life? What am I doing with Diego? Does he actually love me? We've been dating for almost a year and he just keeps treating me so very bad, I really don't know what to do any more.
Sandra closed her eyes to continue to cry in silence.
The next morning, sandra was up and about with a long face to make Diego something to eat given her stomach hurt.
Diego looked from his phone to then eye over Sandra.
"So when are we going to your grand parents and dads place?"
"Can.... After your done eating."
Diego nodded to then look back to his phone, Sandra eyed over him to then turn her head to eye over his brother and sister to then look back to him.
"Can your brother and sister go too?"
Diego turned his head to look to her.
"Why?"
"I don't know. It's Christmas and it'll get them out of the house."
Diego turned his head to then speak to them in Spanish for his sister to run to get room for his brother to shake his hand to continue to watch television.
Sandra rolled her eyes, his step brother never really left the house and was all about his technology.
"I'm going to get ready then."
Diego nodded for Sandra to then go about him to get ready to not at all know what was going to happen next.