her truth

forced to give up a piece of me

Looking about, Sandra was to her knees to have a face, she then took in a deep breathe has she sat next to a box to her closet to then place her things inside to close the top, to eye over it with a face.
Diego the other day was able to break Sandra lease and now she had to box everything up. Sandra really didn't want to move in with Diego, not this way, she had to move in with his mother and to then sleep on the floor on a mattress where to the front of the bed there were dogs that were placed there.
Sandra signed to then get up to go to the kitchen to make something for herself to shake her head a bit.
Grabbing her plate with food, Sandra went about to go to the couch to sit down to eye over her plate to take in a very deep breathe, to then sit it down to place her elbows to her legs to have her hands cupped together to look forward to have a sullen face.
Sandra really didn't want to move. Didn't know why she didn't stand up more to Diego about this, didn't know why she was letting this happen.
Making a face Sandra then got up to go and take a shower to get her mind off of these things. Placing a towel about she then turned her head to look to the side to see the box to sign and hard.
Sandra really didn't want to do this and she didn't know how to make this not happen. Every time she tried to talk to Diego about it he would remind Sandra they can save money and would make Sandra feel bad for asking, saying don't you want to live with me.
Sandra did and she didn't.
Sandra then went into her room to go to her dresser to then place on some clothes to go back to living room to then grabbed her plate to place to her lap to then start to eat at her food, to get up to place the plate to the sink to wash and place to her dish washer to then eye about.
She had a stack of pictures to her wall and a few other things.
Sandra moved about her kitchen to go to her pictures to wrap her arms about herself to eye over them to take in a very deep breathe.
All this is going to have to go into storage.
Sandra made a long face to then turn to eye about the rest of her place.
I'm going to have to get rid of my couch...... My bed....a few other things...... Have to live out of a bag for awhile while I have to live with my boyfriend and his mother..... With the dogs..... With the bleach smell she sometimes places.....
Sandra rolled her eyes to then go out to her terrance to place her arms to the edge of it to eye about her apartment place.
Why can't we just stay here and raise our baby? Why do we really have to live with your mom? Going to be a bit of a pain to go to work too......I..... Have to give up so much of myself for this guy and he doesn't seem to have to do anything.... This really isn't fair.....
Sandra groaned to then turn to go back inside to walk about her place a bit has she had to pack and leave soon.
She then went back to her couch to lay down to eye up to dart her eyes over the ceiling to take in very deep breathes.
I don't want to leave..... Finally got a place of my own.... Know have a lot of space for us three..... My boyfriend mother's house is small, there is no space, where is a baby suppose to be? There is no space for a crib over there or anything like that.
Sandra placed her hands to her stomach to caress to keep looking over the ceiling.
What am I suppose to do? What can I do? I want you to have your father and mother but.... To move to his mother's, is this a right move for us? What do I do? I don't think I can go back on this at all.
Sandra groaned to whimper to then get up eye about a bit to then get fully up to go to her bedroom to lay to her side with a long face.
Soon she was about to go to sleep to then spend the next few days to pack her things internally hating every single bit of it. There were a few times Sandra tried to talk to Diego about this to get the same answers, this would save money and this needed to happen and he placed on the money so Sandra had no where else to go any way.
To the final day of her moving from her place, Sandra was outside to look about with a sad face.
She then looked to the side has Diego came out with a few more things that he placed into his car to then go back to do the same action. To save even more money they didn't rent a U-Haul they placed everything into there cars, Sandra turned about to eye around to place a hand to her stomach to caress to still not be at all sure with this.
Sandra then turned her head to see Diego come about to eye over her.
"I got everything. Let's go take the keys back."
"Diego.....Im still not...."
"Sandra, we've talked about this. Your going to come and live with me and my family. Now come on."
Sandra looked over Diego who then stepped forward to head to his car, Sandra turned to look down the way to get apartment entrance to have her chin quiver.
Bye....... My place.....
Sandra signed to then turn to go to her boyfriend car to shake her head has he reversed, to not know what was going to happen next.