her truth

not feeling heard

To her stomach on the bed, Diego was behind to be going really at her, for Sandra to make pained faces, having sex with Diego hurt sometimes, but ever since Sandra stupidly said what she did, Diego was trying to give her another baby, even though Sandra tried to tell him over and over she was just joking he took it seriously, Sandra believed it was because of the sex not because of a baby.
Sandra then tensed has she felt Diego cum inside her, he hunched over to take in deep breathes to then move off to go about, Sandra signed to then get up to go about to then hit the shower, inside she made a face.
Why did I have to tell him what I did? We shouldn't be having another baby right now. We aren't the world's best couple and we are not really in the zone to do this.
Sandra signed to take a long shower, after dried and dressed, Sandra went downstairs with Emily has she was to her crib to take a nap for Sandra to go downstairs to see Diego to the futon to be laughing and loud at what he saw on television, Sandra then looked about to see all the toys she asked him to pick up. She rolled her eyes to then set Emily down to then go to the floor to start to pick up.
Diego didn't even look at Sandra when she picked up the toys, he just continued to watch the television.
"I'm hungry, when are you making dinner?"
Sandra signed to then get up to eye over him has Emily was in the corner to play..
"What... Would you like?"
"Make me something my mother would make."
"Okay, what would you like?"
"I don't know, what she would make."
"Diego your mother makes so many things, can you narrow it down for me?"
Diego looked to Sandra with a face to then get up to roll his eyes.
"Never mind, let's just go to my mom's."
"Diego we don't have to go to your mother's, just tell me what you want."
Diego stopped by the door to then place on his shoes to turn to eye over Sandra.
"You should just know, how long have you've been together?"
Sandra narrowed her eyes.
"I'm not a mind reader."
"No shit you're not, now get Emily let's go."
Sandra parted her lips to watch him go to roll her eyes to then gather Emily to place her to the car seat to then go with a face.
Why can't you just tell me what you are too be wanting! Why can't you ever just talk to me!
Going to his car, Sandra placed Emily in to then get in to turn her head to see he was on his phone to be laughing to then place it down to then go, Sandra shook her head to turn it the other side to then make a hard face.
We shouldn't be bringing in another baby into this relationship, or lack there of.
"Um... Diego?"
"Yes?"
Sandra Turned her head to then eye him.
"You know, maybe we should stop trying to have another baby."
"Why you wanted it?"
"I also wanted to get married, couldn't we do that first?'"
"I told you why no. I was also just married."
"Diego my father is getting old, I'm worried he is not going to be able to walk me down the aisle. I'm not trying to pressure you or anything but I think we should do that before we have another baby."
"No, you started this so we're going to have another. After dinner at my mom's, we are going to have sex again."
"Where? Your mom's house is small."
"We will leave her with my mom and go back to our home to Fuck."
"Diego, I really think we should think about this, another back when Emily is still the baby, I just don't know anymore."
"Sandra, I am giving you exactly what you want and your still bitching and complaining, besides, your probably already pregnant, but I want to keep fucking."
Sandra rolled her eyes to then turn her head to look out the window has she thought about both control, she didn't really want to go on it given she didn't want to lose any further babies but she was re thinking this very hard, didn't help Diego wasn't really there, Sandra was raising Emily all on her own, she had to do everything like cooking and cleaning, never got a day off, while Diego on the weekends would bring Sandra to his mother's and then they sometimes would go but Sandra felt very guilty about that, it wasn't his mother's job to raise her child but Sandras.
Sandra then moved her arm up to place her elbow to the door to look really hard through it to shake her head.
I am to blame for what is going on right now but how do I get it to stop? We are not ready for another baby, we haven't even been a long relationship and Emily is still a baby herself, how do I get Diego to understand that and how do I get him to stop.
I know he loves having sex all the time like this but it hurts and I don't always enjoy it, rarly that I do, I know I've been told by my therapist to talk about this with Diego but he never listens.
Fuck! What can and should I do? Doesn't really help he doesn't talk to me at all and he doesn't seem to understand.
Sandra signed and hard to close her eyes has they parked to his mother's house, she then got out to get Emily, for them to go inside.
Inside Sandra spent all her time with Emily, to then see Diego was getting very tired, she then smiled to go back to play with Emily has the night grew, his mother wanted him to stay and sleep.