her truth

things are starting going down hill

Waking up the next day Sandra was overwhelmed with sadness has she thought of her grand mother, Sandra signed to then turn from her side to her back to then eye over the ceiling to then turn her head a bit more to make a face, she could smell Diego, he didn't have any really good hygiene habits.
Sandra then eyed down has she looked at her two girls laying to there backs to be asleep to smile to then get up to eye about to just keep seeing her grand mother to the hospital, and replaying how she watched her die because her one sister pulled her back in.
Sandra shuttered for a moment to then get up to go to the toilet to relieve herself to then go about to wash her hands to then look herself in the mirror to make a face, she then turned to go about to eye has her family slept to then go downstairs to get on breakfast, after she then sat to the table to have her elbow to the table to be eyeing down to swirl her food about, she then slowly looked up to have a smile has she saw her girls come down to go straight to there food to start to eat to have said good morning mommy.
Sandra made a hard face has a bit later she saw Diego come down for him to grab his plate take it to the microwave to heat up his food to then go to the brown love seat to eat to turn on the television to then start on a video to hear her first daughter complain given she wanted to watch cartoons.
Sandra groaned has she heard them start to fight, Diego yelled at Emily a lot and never let her have her way and it was always up to Sandra to make everything better.
Which she had to do once again, to then let the day go by.
Has days why by, they are good but mostly bad, Emily tried her parents and a lot but she was wise with Diego who never saw her side and would often yell at her, he wasn't much of a father to Emily at all, he would often give her his phone and then would use what she had downloaded against her. Sandra was always caught in the middle also she didn't want to raise Emily on technology she wanted her to be a kid.
Diego and sandra were also getting bad, they fought a lot in the most trivial things and even though she told him to let things go he never did, and the forceful sex never was ending, Sandra had to fake she liked it so it could end.
Has days went of all this, Sandra was hearing get grand father was getting worse, she was hearing he was going through dementia, Sandra with the girls went to visit him here and there to where he acted fine, then the next she knew her grand father was going to move into a nursing home.
This caused Sandra to go into a deeper depression, she knew her grand father never wanted to go into one of those places but his sons couldn't take him in and look after him, when they could by the holidays, Sandra was able to go with her girls to see where he had moved too, he was actually really close to where they lived.
Has Sandra eyed about it was a very fancy place, it looked really clean and he seemed to be really happy. Sandra has they sat, looked to her grand father and her father to smile, they were talking it out with smiles, Sandra then looked to Sarah who was to her knee to bounce her up and down to eye about to see Emily was looking around and playing.
Sandra at this moment to her life was happy.
After the visit, they were able to go into his room where Sandra saw pictures of her family she hadn't seen before to then ask her grand father questions to which he knew, to be happy he was consciously here.
Once the conversations were done Sandra with her father went back to her car to then place her girls to the back to then go home.
"I'm happy grandpa seems to be doing really well, think he has some friends."
"My dad is very sociable and I'm happy he is doing well also, life without being able to do anything though for him is going to be difficult."
"Yeah I know he did a lot of lawn care and other things, but he needs to relax now, getting a break from your mother."
Sandra and her father couldn't help but to laugh, has a inside family joke, her grand parents would bicker, mostly her grand mother would always get on her grand father's case so everyone was in on this joke.
Going home, Sandra signed has she saw Diego outside to be fixing one of the cars, Sandra really didn't like to see Diego anymore, he gave her a lot of anxiety and stress, Sandra was in a really bad marriage and there was nothing she really could do about it, the times she talked to Diego about maybe taking a break or divorce he would yell at her, gas lit her, say anything to make her feel bad, he even told her it would be her fault the family would be broken, Diego did everything and any thing to bring Sandra down and it was costing her mental status.
Sandra then took in a deep to then get out of the car to get the girls out to where they went passed there father to go in with there grand father, for sandra to peer her eyes to Diego who was in the front of the engine to be listening to his music to not be paying attention, Sandra signed a breathe of relieve has he let her go for her to go into the house with a bit of a smile to then go to play with her kids.