her truth

nothing really has changed

To there new home a few weeks later, Sandra was going about to unpack to woddled about. She was due any day now and Diego did not lift even one finger to help her.
Placing everything away in the kitchen she looked about with a face, this town house she moved to the kitchen was so very small, Sandra didn't really like it and she didn't even know how she was going to cook any meals in there.
Moving about, Sandra went to her couch to then sit to place her hand to her stomach has her baby was kicking about, Sandra looked down to smile, this was really the only time she felt real happiness, given everything that was happening in her life.
Turning her head, she looked to the side to see Diego come in from work to not even look at Sandra to then turn to go to the kitchen.
Sandra looked after him for Diego to turn to then go to the living room to eye over her.
"Wheres my food?"
Sandra took in a very deep breathe.
"I've been unpacking all day."
"And? I've been working all day long. You need to have food for me."
Sandra signed to look down.
"Diego I'm really tired "
"Yeah so am I. Going to take a shower and then there better be food for me."
Sandra looked up to watch him turn to leave to then get up rolling her eyes to then go to fix him something to eat to then go upstairs to lay down, she wasn't feeling to good.
Moving her head about the pillow, Sandra made a very hard face.
"Diego..... I'm tired."
Diego had moved closer to Sandra has he went upstairs to go to bed to start to rub himself on her.
"What have I've told you Sandra?"
Sandra signed to feel her under wear start to go down.
The next couple of days were about the same, Sandra still had to unpack and to set up the babies room, to where Diego never helped and was always at work.
Making the babies room with her sisters help from earlier, Sandra was to the rocking chair her mother gave her to be moving back and forth to eye over the crib to have her hand to her stomach to caress.
I can't wait to see you. What are you going to look like? Who are you going to be?
Sandra smiled to then start to think about Christmas has it was right around the corner.
Sandra then got up to go downstairs to start on something for dinner for her and Diego.
Eating already, Sandra was to the couch to be laying down to be relaxing to then eye down to see Diego come in to go straight upstairs.
Sandra rolled her eyes.
She knew what he was going to do in there. Smoke and be on his phone.
Signing Sandra then went to look to the television to keep relaxing.
Eventually Diego came down to then go about to head to the door to place his shoes on, sandra sat up to then eye over him.
"Where are you going?"
"Going to hang out with my friend."
"You just got home?"
"And? I need to unwind."
"Same here but...."
Diego then laughed to look to Sandra.
"You need to unwind? From what? You don't do anything."
Sandra parted her lips to then watch Diego turn to then leave.
Taking in a deep breathe Sandra turned off the television to then go upstairs to lay to the mattress has there was nothing left. To be to her side has tears started to roll down her face.
She did not at all like what Diego just said to her. Sandra had been working her ass off to unpack and to make sure he had something healthy to eat when he came home and he didn't seem to notice or care.
That night, has so many nights she cried herself to sleep.
Has more days passed, Sandra was able to have her car, to be able to go to her father's to be able to get away from the situation she had with her boyfriend.
Sandra at that time needed a lot of comfort.
Laying to her father's couch, Sandra started to drift off to then hear her one go off, she then retrieved it to eye over a text message from Diego.
Diego: when are you coming home?
Sandra went to her back to sign.
Sandra: feeling too tired to drive back home. Going to spend the night at my dad's.
Diego: I'll be over soon then.
Sandra: that's fine. Don't waste your gas.
Diego: I'm coming over.
Sandra took in a very deep breathe to then place her hand to her forehead to look to the ceiling.
Why can't I just spend the night here without you? Why do we always have to be together? Why can't I just have my time?
Sandra took in a very deep breathe to then get up to go to her father's door to then unlock to turn to go back to the couch to lay to her side to go to sleep. Sandra really want tired.
Eventually late, Diego came over to pursued Sandra to lay to the ground next to him just to be able to have sex that she didn't really want. Given her father was to a bedroom very close to them and Sandra felt this was to be very inappropriate.
After, Sandra laid to her back to eye about to then turn her head to look over Diego has he was to his side to be fast asleep, Sandra had no face to then slowly turn her head forward to eye up to sign and hard.
She was not at all happy, the only thing in her life that gave her any sense of happiness was her baby that was growing within her.
Sandra closed her eyes has tears silently ran down and fast, has they always did.