her truth

lost my mind

Spending the whole weekend to Diego's mother's house, Sandra and Diego were on there way back home to then park there car in front of there town house, the two were arguing a bit since they left his mother's, Sandra had enough of Diego going out all the time drinking and smoking to where he didn't understand what was the big deal. This was an argument Sandra and him were having quit a lot lately.
Sandra was wanting Diego to help a lot more with Emily other then going out all the time to do these things however his point was he worked all week and he needed his time.
Rolling her eyes Sandra then got out of the car to then go about to take Emily out in her car seat to then straight to go closer to there home has Diego came behind here to still be arguing and loud, Sandra looked to him to try to get him to be quiet given they were outside.
Diego just kept shouting at Sandra has he placed the key into the lock.
"Diego..... You need to stop....ugh...."
Sandra then looked down has Emily woke up to start to cry and loud.
Getting inside, Diego stopped shouting to then go to the futon to pull out his bag to then smoke while Sandra got Emily out of the car seat to then bounce her up and down until she fell back to sleep to then eye over Diego to shake her head.
Thank you for your help.
Sandra then turned to go upstairs to lay Emily to her crib to eye over her to sign.
I really wish you had an actual father like I did..... Wish you father would grow up.....
Sandra made a long face to then leave Emily to her crib to then go to her room to gather her things to then go take a warm shower to not know what to do.
After her shower, Sandra went down has she heard knocking to the front door to eye over Diego has he was hiding his illegal drugs to then go to see who that was, Sandra stayed to the stairs to then eye over him.
"Who is that?"
Diego signed to then turn to Sandra to look over her.
"Be good."
Sandra looked to Diego a bit confused to then open the door with smiles, Sandra widened her eyes, there was a police officer who looked to him then get to be invited in, Sandra then went close.
"Um.... Hi?"
The police officer looked to him.
"Hi, I'm sorry for the late hour however we received a call about a crying child and I was hoping to go and look?"
Sandras lips parted to then eye over Diego who nodded to then go with Sandra upstairs to then go to Emily's room for the police officer to look her over.
Sandra darted her eyes over this.
"Um.... Please don't wake Emily."
The police officer nodded to keep looking her over for them to then leave to talk a bit downstairs he then left for Sandra to be mad, eye turned to look out her window to eye about.
"Who the hell Called the police?"
"I don't know." Diego shrugged.
"Well I'm not happy with that. This could get cps called, Emily is fine. Why would someone call?"
"Sandra I don't know."
Sandra then opened the sliding glass door to then look about.
"Who the Fuck called." Sandra was very much offended by this.
"Sandra just sit down. Let it go."
"No, I'm really mad here. Emily is fine, nothing happened with here. Cps could be called and we can lose Emily. Don't you care?"
"Your making too much of this."
Sandra then went outside to look around.
"Sandra get inside!"
Sandra then went inside to look to Diego who was eyeing her in anger.
"Diego don't you want to know who did this?"
"Not really. It happened. Your acting crazy."
"No I'm not. I'm worried and concern over our daughter. What every time she cries someone is going to call the police?"
"Sandra..... Stop acting crazy."
Sandra rolled her eyes to then turn to go upstairs to then go to lay to her bed to eye over the wall in anger and frustration.
This is so messed up. Why would someone call police? Emily yes cried a bit but she always cries she's a baby. I just don't understand.
Sandra signed to then go to her back to then make a face.
You and Diego were yelling at the other before Emily started to cry, maybe that's what this person heard before they called the police.
Sandra took in a deep breathe to then place her hand to her forehead to rub a bit.
That has to be it. Our arguing is getting worse to where people can hear it and it could be affecting Emily. I know it is.... She cried harder when we are fighting, I've told Diego to stop doing that with me in front of Emily for him to tell me she's a baby and she didn't know any better.
Sandra then signed to turn to her side again to Curl up a bit.
What is my relationship to Emily's father doing to my daughter?
Sandra gritted her teeth to then peer her eyes down to see Diego come in to then crawl to the bed to place his arms about Sandra.
"Better?"
Sandra rolled her eyes.
"Does it matter?"
"Sandra.... Things like this happen. You need to not act crazy."
Sandra signed to then close her eyes.
"Diego.... I'm tired...."
Diego started to rub his erection to her butt.
"I'm not."
"Diego.... Not tonight please."
"I'm your boyfriend Sandra, you can't tell me no."
Sandra made a hard face has Diego then pulled down her shorts and underwear to then go straight in, Sandras whole body tensed, this hurt and a lot, making love with Diego usually hurt and he never seemed to care, he would always get what he wanted. Always.