her truth

the reason

Getting up one morning has she didn't need to go to work, Sandra slowly got up from her bed to look about to still feel they very odd feeling, she made a face to then get up to go about her place to clean and make something to eat to really think about this, she kept having to pee all the time, she felt very weird, Sandra felt this way when she had her miscarriage.
Sandras eyes went wide to then shake her head.
I am not pregnant again! You have to have sex to......
Sandra groaned. She remembered her and Diego had sex about a month or so ago, so was due for her period but nothing came about, Sandra had been under a lot of stress lately so she believed that was the contributing factor into that.
I am not pregnant, Diego and I had sex once, there is no way I'm pregnant.
Sandra took in a very deep breathe to then go about to then get dressed to go to the store to entertain this idea.
She got a pregnancy to take one that was defective to then take another that actually worked to place it to her bathroom counter to then shake her head has she looked herself over in the mirror.
"I am not pregnant..... There is no way I'm pregnant. We only had sex once, I was no where near....."
Sandra then looked over the pregnancy test to then widen her eyes.
It came back positive.
Sandras body shook to then grab the pregnancy test to shake her head.
I did have a miscarriage, could be the hormones that are still inside, there is no way!
Sandra went straight to her phone with the pregnancy test to call her sister Brita who calmed Sandra down to then go to gather her for them to go to the hospital.
Sandra was to the passenger side to shake her head.
"I can't be pregnant."
"Did you have sex with Orrin?"
Sandra made a face to look down to play with her fingers.
"He's....a virgin....I knew this one guy in the California who was and he was so weird, I..... Just can't bring myself to....."
"Then how did this happen?"
Sandra signed.
"Diego and I..... Had sex."
Brita groaned a bit.
"Can see without a condom."
"I was close to my period, I told him it should be okay but I did tell him to pull out just in case but......"
Brita shook her head.
"You both are idiots."
"Yeah..... I'm scared though Brita. What happened last time......I'm also not with him...."
"Before we think further let's go to the doctor to make sure if your pregnant or not okay?"
Sandra nodded to look out the window with a worried face.
To the doctor, Sandra took a few tests to be sitting down with her sister to the side with a worried face, Sandra then sat up has did her sister to look over the doctor who came in with a file to then look to Sandra with a smile.
"From the results, you are pregnant, congratulations."
Sandra parted her lips to then place a hand to her stomach.
"Um..... Can this be hormones from my miscarriage?"
"No. You are indeed pregnant."
Sandra made a long face, the two were able to leave after she was given some paperwork and financial help to be to the car to have her head hung.
Stopped in front of her place, Brita looked over Sandra.
"It's going to be okay."
Sandra signed.
"Maybe....." She said slowly.
Sandra then got out to close the door, to then go about to her place to then go to the couch to lay down to get back to look to the ceiling.
I can't believe I'm.... Pregnant again..... Brita was right, we are both idiots, I was so close to my period.... How could this happen! What an I going to do now? We are not together, I'm with Orrin...... Fuck!
Sandra placed her hand to her stomach to caress.
"Nothing..... Is going to happen to you..... Mommy..... Is going to figure this out..... This is not ideal, not at all but.....I will make sure I take it easy this time....."
The rest I just don't know what to do, should I tell my ex I'm pregnant? What should I tell Orrin? Do I need to quite my job and get a new one? I do have this thing for financial help, I need to apply for that to get more food for this pregnancy. Who all should I tell?
Sandra then slowly sat up to dart her eyes.
You are only a few weeks along, you need to wait until you are in your 2nd trimester, you could have another miscarriage, think this needs to stay with me until then. I'll just over stress myself if I start to tell everyone, I think Brita knowing it's enough.
Sandra went back down to the couch to lay to look over the ceiling with a face.
I have to break up with Orrin, other then the fact I am not feeling anything for him, I am now pregnant with another person's child, that is not at all fair to him.
Sandra took in a very deep breathe to make a hard face to then go to get side to place her hands to her stomach to smile a bit.
No matter how this came to being, this baby to Sandra was a miracle and something she bet much wanted, she just didn't know what else to do about the rest.
Sandra closed her eyes to take in deep breathes. She didn't know what caused her to have a miscarriage last time and she did not want that to happen with this pregnancy, she wanted this baby to thrive and come out.
Sandra took in a very long breathe in.
"Don't know how I am going to do this, but I will, why.... Because I am going to be someone's mother, they...... Need me....."
Sandra couldn't help but to smile not to know the mess that was going to follow.