her truth

coming to terms

To her dad's, sanda laid to her side to be watching the television to take in deep breathes, she hadent told her father yet that she was pregnant, sandra felt he was probably going to be mad over it, given her relationship with Diego wasn't always a happy one also they didn't live together and weren't married, Sandra knew though her father wouldn't care about the married part, he would mostly care about if Diego could afford and take care of it.
Moving to her back Sandra wrapped her arms to look up to make a face.
She really couldn't believe she was actually pregnant, she knew it had to have happened during that one time when she had sex with Diego where she was to drunk to cum, Sandra now could understand why sometimes Diego couldn't.
Sandra then shook her head to place a hand to her forehead to remember what happened in the car a few days ago, she really couldn't understand how Diego could ask her to get an abortion, she could see his side to this but still, that was really making Sandra mad.
Yes she forgot to get a plan b pill however things like this wouldn't have happened if Diego would wear a condom. The truth was because of the lube to the condom it would make Diego limp so Sandra clued in to why he didn't like them but would have helped, Sandra didn't want to be on birth control given what she read about them and they could hurt her chances to then eventually get pregnant she didn't want to run the risk.
Sighing she got up to then go to the fridge to open the door to look about to then place a hand to her stomach to then peer her eyes down to smile.
Wonder what you want me to eat? Wonder if your going to be a girl or boy? Wonder if having you is going to make your father actually turn into an adult?
Sandra made a face to then look through the fridge to get out what she wanted to then make something for herself to then go back to the couch to place the plate to her lap to eye forward to then turn her head to look down to see Diego sent her a message.
Sandra rolled her eyes to then look forward.
She didn't always text Diego right back anymore and waited a bit to respond, what happened in that car shook Sandra to her core.
She was being very honest to Diego, she would raise this baby by herself if she had too. Sandra knew her sister's would help and so would her father.
Sandra placed a hand to her skinny ish stomach to caress to keep looking forward to then move it away to turn her head to eye over her father who came in from work to then look to Sandra.
"Oh hi. Your here."
"I am. How was work?"
"Good. Walked a lot through the casino, got smoke blown into my face."
Sandra rolled her eyes.
"You need a better job dad. You may worry over me, I worry over you "
Her father laughed to then go to the kitchen to eye about.
"Did you... "
'i made you something to eat too. Looked through your fridge. You need to go grocery shopping. Give me your card I'll do it "
Her father turned to eye over.
"You sure?"
Sandra nodded to then get up for her father to give her his card for her to then leave, leaving her phone to the couch to then go grocery shopping for her dad knowing what he would want and picked up a few healthy things.
Going back she packed his fridge to then go to the couch to sit down, her father to his chair to turn his head to then look to her.
"Are you okay? You seem tired."
Sandra made a face.
Don't tell him your pregnant. Not yet.
"Studying for finals, dealing with Diego, spending time with my sister's, might be young...."
Her father looked to her to then eye the television.
"I'm a dad, can't help but to worry."
"I know. I'm fine though. "
"Mm."
Sandra looked to her father to then grab her phone to look over the texts to make a face.
Diego was wanting Sandra to come over so they could go to his friends sul house, Sandra really didn't want to go.
Sandra: I'm not feeling too good, going to stay at my dad's.
Diego: you sure?
Sandra: you go and have fun.
Diego: okay.
Sandra darted her eyes over the texts to feel they are a bit cold to then roll her eyes to then place the phone back down to then wrap her arms about herself.
Ever since that car, Sandra could feel her drifting away from Diego has she could see he was drifting away from her.
Sandra took in a very deep breathe.
I don't need you Diego to raise this baby with me, I know I can do it on my own, really don't want to do that though, this baby deserves to have a mother and a father to raise it. I just don't know if that will actually happen or not. He probably just needs time, this really is a lot for everyone.
Sandra made a face to then dart her eyes I've the television to then move about a bit, since she found out she was pregnant Sandra felt off and weird. She shrugged to chalk it up for her being pregnant.
Sandra then got up to go to the bathroom to relieve herself to then go to the sink to wash her hands to then eye up to really look herself over the mirror.
Your.... Going to be someone's mother..... He is going to be someone's father..... It will all come about has it needs to.... Just have to.... Keep trying with Diego.... Know it'll go well.....
Sandra gulped to not be so sure of that to then dry her hands to then leave has a storm was coming.