her truth

feeling stuck

Has the years seemed to roll and Sandra just went along with it, she started to want two things, either another baby and for some reason to get married to Diego, even though he had treated her like crap. What she really wanted was her father to walk her down the aisle like he had done for her other sisters, given he was getting older and this is something she really wanted.
Has they were all packed up and after Emily's appointment, Sandra started to really talk about the two, marriage or another baby, given Emily have Sandra so much joy, she also wanted kids to be the same in age.
To a gas station Sandra said it has a joke has Emily was to her car seat asleep, for her to be outside to be next to Diego has he started to pump.
"So..... Are you going to marry me or can we have another baby?"
Diego widened his eyes to then look back to Sandra.
"You keep bringing this up. We don't make enough for two kids and don't think we should get married yet "
"Well why?"
"Just said why for another kid and for marriage, I was married once before, we need to wait."
Sandra looked over Diego to then roll her eyes to then turn to have said what she did in humor.
"No baby, no marriage, think your going to lose me." She laughed to then get back into the car to then look over her sleeping daughter.
I understand why we shouldn't have another baby or get married. Even though I've come to accept a lot of things with this relationship, but I don't want to get married if my dad doesn't walk me down the aisle, told Diego that. Eh, I need to stop rushing things.
Diego eventually got back into the car for them to go to his mother's to drop off Emily for them to go home to be a couple.
However, before they got home Diego went to get alcohol, Sandra didn't want to drink however being left alone with Diego she drank with him to where it didn't go well.
"Come on. We never have sex anymore."
Sandra swayed a bit.
"Diego, I don't want to have sex while drinking."
Don't have any good memories with it.
Diego moved closer.
"Come in Sandra. Know you like it. Also you can't tell your man no."
"Diego, we've been drinking. How about you don't pull out and give me a baby then." She laughed to herself.
Diego looked to her mad.
"You won't have sex with my unless I give you a baby? That's messed up!"
Sandra looked to him with a goofy smile.
"Yup that's so it. Won't have sex with you without a baby afterwards."
Sandra then looked to see him get up to go to the kitchen in anger.
"Such a bitch you are!"
Sandra made a long face to then get up to go upstairs, she didn't mean anything, however it seemed like a good thing, that meant they wouldn't have sex.
Sandra then went to go to lay down to the bed to shake her head to then sign has she heard the television volume go up.
Great time for ourselves. I hate when he drinks.
Sandra then turned to then go to sleep with irritation.
The next morning, Sandra slowly opened her eyes to then look over Diego who was asleep next to her to be to his back to be snoring and loud, Sandra then got up with a face, he smelled really bad, he never really had proper hygiene even if he didn't go to work or not.
Sandra then moved about to go to the bathroom to relieve herself to then go downstairs to have a bit of her time, she never really had it anymore given she was a full time house girlfriend and always had to do everything for Emily and Diego.
Laid down to the futon, Sandra then moved up has Diego came down, Sandra took in a deep breathe, she didn't drink much to get a hang over, but she saw the bottle to the kitchen it was gone, given that ment he drank all of it..
Sandra watched has he came about to then sit next to her to take in a deep breathe to then eye over her..
"Okay."
Sandra looked to him confused.
"Okay what?"
"Let's have another baby."
Sandra widened her eyes.
"Not marriage?"
"No. Not yet."
"It would be easier, my dad is getting older, I really want him to walk me down the aisle."
"We can do that later, let's make a baby."
"Diego, with both of these things I haven't been....."
Sandra then moved her head back has Diego went closer to then place his mouth to hers to then place his hands to her body to then push her down for them to have sex where he did not pull out.
Going to his mother's a bit later, Sandra was to the passenger side with a face.
Me and my big mouth. Diego and I need to talk about our relationship first not having another baby yet, it's not going to fix us. Neither is marriage. I really do need to find a couples counseler for us. This is not good.
Stopped, Sandra looked to watch Diego get out of the car to then make a bet hard face.
How do I make him stop this? We are not ready for marriage or another baby. Shit.....
Sandra then got out of the car to go about to look down has Emily ran to her to then eye up to see Diego went straight to his mother's kitchen to get fed to go straight past Emily.
Sandra signed to then pick up Emily to go about to sit down to grab some toys for them to start to play with the other for Sandra to keep thinking about what way going on and ways for it to stop has the two were not in a good place to have another baby.