her truth

this is just mean

To her job, Sandra darted her eyes to then find the house to grab her things to then go to the door to deliver the pizzas with a smile to then turn to go back to her car to head back to the place of business to take in a deep breathe.
It had been over a few days since Sandra broke things off with Diego and things didn't seem has tense has they were before.
She also was able to relax and enjoy her alone time when she could get it, also work seemed to be what she needed after going to school for 5 years..
Done with her shift, Sandra went to her apartment to eat a dinner to then be to her floor to have her computer playing a movie, she couldn't understand how to get Diego's television working and she just decided to go with her computer instead, turning her head she heard her door bell go off, Sandra looked towards the way to then shrug to get up to answer the door without really thinking to eye over Diego who was standing to her door.
Sandra eyed him up and down.
"Um.... Hi."
"So.....I was hoping we could talk about...."
Sandra shook her head.
"I don't really want to talk. "
Diego gave her a look to then go into her place to then go straight to the television, Sandra kept the door open to look over this.
"I.... Didn't invite you in Diego."
He turned with his television to look over Sandra.
"Well this is mine and since we are over I'm taking this back."
Sandra shrugged to move a bit more to then eye him to then eye the open door.
"Okay you got it, now can you go"
Diego gave Sandra a face.
"You can be such a bitch."
Sandra widened her eyes to then watch Diego go to then stay with the open door to look out to shake her head a bit.
What in the hell is wrong with him?
Sandra then closed her door so her kitten bubbles couldn't get out to then go back to sitting down in front of the computer to look it over.
Why did he have to come over to my place unannounced and to come inside without giving it a thought? Why does he have to call me a bitch? What did I do?
Sandra pulled her legs to her chest to then start to grow in depression and irritation at this situation.
Sandra then signed to get up to then start to go drive around, she needed time to think.
Going to a place her and her sister Brita went to walk, Sandra stopped her car to then get out to sit to the top of it to then eye over the night sky to shake her head, she then sat criss cross to then pull out her phone to then text Diego.
Sandra: why do you have to be so mean to me?
Diego: I don't know what your talking about. Just came to get my television.
Sandra: you didn't need to call me a bitch.
Diego: you didn't need to be so cold to me.
Sandra: well you did come into my place without even asking, were not going out anymore.
Diego: your the one who decided that not me. I still love you Sandra.
Sandra looked over that text to then sign, she didn't know why but Sandra still loved Diego, however how he was treating her and he never seemed to get better and from everything her sisters were telling her, Sandra had enough.
Sandra: you texting your ex wife a lot placed that decision in my hand Diego.
Diego: we are just friends.
Sandra: friends who have slept together and took a shower together when you were dating a different person.
Diego: your crazy..
Sandra looked to that text to then shake her head has she was growing irritated.
How am I crazy? I'm messaging you facts and you say that to me? This doesn't make any sense.
Sandra signed to then put her phone down to look up to the sky to make a face.
Why did I have to fall in love with a guy like this? Diego treats me so bad, calls me names, is so mean to me and then calls me crazy? I don't get it. What is his deal? Why is he like that?
Sandra moved about to lay back down to the car to look up.
This was never ever a great relationship was it? The way he treated me, the things he says, I don't even think Diego loves me at all. This is so ridiculous.
Sandra crossed her arms over the other to continue to look up at the sky to take in very deep breathes.
Why did I have to meet up with a person like Diego? Why did it have to give him my time and energy? Maybe this miscarriage was a blessing in disguise. Maybe we weren't suppose to end up together. He treats me like crap, says hurtful things and so many other things, maybe my family is right and I deserve so much better.
Sandra took in very deep breathes to look over the sky to start to feel a pain in her chest, even though Diego was a very toxic person, Sandra knew she felt genuine love for the man and was really wishing he could be someone better then this, be the man she fell for in the beginning.
Sandra shook her head, she didn't really know if that person actually was really there, Sandra knew after time a person will show there true form and maybe that's what he did.
Sandra made a face to then grab her phone to then get off her car to then go home to be very mad.
To this story, I really wish i could write that Sandra never went back to Diego, however that is not the truth, she went back and so many things, so many bad things happened from her stupid mistake for loving a raging narcissist, sociopathic, rapist piece of shit.