Over the course of a few weeks, Sandra and Diego never talked about that night and everything was to be the same, he drank heavily and smoked heavily has well, they were always with his family and friends and Sandra never really was able to be around her friends or family, Diego slowly was a bit more emotionally and verbally abusive to Sandra, making her doubt herself and think a lot more differently then she used to.
Diego was digging away Sandras self esteem in which she had before she met him just for it to start to wash away.
To his friends house, Sandra was swaying a bit, she over drank because of how Diego was starting to make her feel and where her life was to be going.
Eyeing up, sandra was to the couch next to his friends wife to eye over Diego who was laughing and loud.
Sandra signed to then drink a bit more.
The un dying love she had for Diego was slowly killing her soul.
Laughing with his friends to be oblivious to how Sandra felt Diego then went to her to stand over to eye down.
"Let's go I'm tired "
Sandra nodded to get up to say her good byes to his friends to then go into the car, she didn't argue against it any more, also didn't do anything, Diego still drank while driving, the only good part they weren't away from his mother's house.
Going to her house in a bit of silence, Sandra rounded the corner to then be taken to the back of his mother's van, Sandra was pushed to lay down to look over Diego.
"What?"
"My family there still awake. Just.... Pull down your pants."
Sandra turned her head to comply to be entered and hard by Diego, she squeezed her face a bit, this was one of those times she could actually feel him and it hurt and a lot.
Diego kept his head hung to keep thrusting to not care about Sandra and what he was doing to her.
Diego stopped to breathe heavily to then laugh, Sandra slowly turned her head to then eye over him.
"Diego?"
He then painfully took out his dick to then move back to shake his head.
"To drunk to cum."
Sandra moved up on her elbows to watch him fix himself to then get out, leaving her alone, sandra signed to then fix herself to get out of the car to then go into the house where she saw his step dad, half sister, half brother and mother glued to the TV to then look up to see Diego was to the kitchen to be eyeing his phone to be eating his mother's food.
Sandra took in a deep breathe to then take off her shoes to go to the garage to then take off her pants and changed her shirt to go under the covers to close her eyes has this started to spin.
The next morning, Sandra woke next to Diego to be to her back to look over his ceiling to feel so very lost in her life.
Making a face she then got up to go get dressed to then be to his mother's kitchen to sit to eat the breakfast she made for herself to look across the way with no expression, she then turned her head to eye Diego come out to yawn to look over her.
"Any food for me?"
Sandra then got up to gather food his mother left him, given he didn't like anything else, always had to be his mother's cooking and had to be Mexican.
Pulling things together, she then sat to eye over him has she sat next to him, he was to his phone again to be ignoring Sandra, looking about, she then eyed down.
"I'm.... Going to go to my dad's today."
Diego nodded.
"Okay. Bye."
Sandras chin quivered a bit to then get up to go to the garage to grab her things to then leave, she placed on her shoes to look to the direction of the kitchen to hear Diego laugh but didn't do anything else..
She then left to go to her car to then drive to her apartment, Sandra didn't want her father to see her like this. There was so much eye was hiding from her family and things she wasn't saying on social media, Sandra used to be a very blunt, honest and out spoken woman for Diego to have cut all to most of that away. There had even been times he would go to her social media and delete what she put, thinking she was talking about him but just liked what she saw so she posted.
Going to her place, sandra ate a bit of her food, to be laying to her side to take in deep breathes has she was feeling hollow.
To a point, Sandra knew this was a toxic relationship, knew she needed to get away from Diego, but given this was her first real relationship and he took her virginity, Sandra felt bounded to him. Also the way he pulled her back in with his promises and other things, like his bad family life and how he was brought up, sandra was a great person and didn't want him to suffer anymore.
Sandra then shuffled to go to her back to eye her ceiling not knowing really what to do anymore.
The times they had together were really great and meaningful, however more often then not now things were turning in a bad way and Sandra was getting sick and tired of Diego's disrespectful nature and how he verbally bashed her to his friends almost on repeat when she didn't want to drink or smoked, to a point she was forced to do these things and a lot, yes sometimes she wanted to, but it was also for Diego to be to his level.
Sandra then closed her eyes to place a hand over then to cry, this relationship was destroying who Sandra was.
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her truth
Non-Fictionthis is a story about a woman and what she has to go through with a narcissist, sociopath who has ruined her life even from the beginning.