her truth

Braxton Hicks suck

By the almost end of her pregnancy, it was harder then her first, Sandra had to do everything, she even like in the first pregnancy, she had to box everything to then help move them to a house. Diego again didn't do one thing to help, it was hard and it took Sandra a week but she was able to do it all, Diegos family actually got a uhaul this time and helped, unlike the last, so Sandra didn't have to do a lot of the moving with her car and Diego's.
Has that was a bit ago, Sandra had to de pack everything by herself once more to where Diego didn't do a thing, packing and un packing while you're really pregnant was a very difficult thing Sandra had to do on her own, however Diego didn't do one thing to help at any given time, Sandra just let it go because what was the point.
Through this pregnancy there were times where it was the same with Emily's, they went to his mother's almost every weekend to where Diego would leave to go fix cars, drink and smoke and be with his friends to not help Sandra with anything concerning the house and Emily to go to his mother's for her to baby him.
They also didn't get along well when he was at home but Sandra didn't know what else to do or where to go, there really wasn't much she could do and when she took her theripist advice to talk to Diego he just made her feel bad, Sandra then started to go quiet and le things fall where they may.
Sandra moving about the house wanted to go to the park with Emily given she actually had a working car which never really happened, Diego isolated Sandra from friends and family and wouldn't let her work, in her given condition no one really would however Sandra did try a few times for Diego and her to get into it, so Sandra eventually let it go.
Walking to the car, Sandra tripped for Emily to turn to go straight to her mother .
"Mommy! Are you okay?"
Sandra nodded to then move up to eye over Emily to then clean her hands..
"Yes I'm fine. Need to be more careful."
Sandra looked to Emily who moved her arms up wanting her mother to carry her, Sandra then grabbed Emily to take her to the car for them to go to a park near by, Sandra sat to the grass with Emily to her to eye over the waves with a face, Sandra was becoming very depressed with her life with Diego, nothing was getting better, he refused to go to couples therapy unless it was a man and a Mexican, he refused to knowledge he was the problems at times, he often told Sandra everyone needs to change he does not and that he was perfect.
Sandra signed to then look down to Emily to smile has she was playing on her mother.
The only thing in sandras life that made her happy was her daughter and now she was going to have another one.
Soon after Emily was done playing they went back to the house for Sandra not to know Diego was going to come back early to then get dinner ready given he was throwing another tantrum.
This was beginning to be a normal thing in her life, Diego never told her when he was coming home early and he wanted Sandra to always be in the kitchen like his mother this was something she couldn't do given Emily.
So Sandra was often to feel worthless, under appreciated, over whelmed, over worked and didn't feel any real love from Diego any more.
Has they went to bed, Emily was a continued guest in the middle, Diego would take her in even after Sandra told him she was trying to do the ferber method, he just wouldn't listen to her then would grow to become angry with Sandra when she denied him sex which wasn't really good, she was about to get semi enjoyment over it but it was mainly what he wanted and what he did with his first wife, Diego made mention of this quite often if he didn't see Sandra enjoying it or praising him.
By the weekend, Sandra went with Diego to do something with his car, when they got out, Sandra started to feel a lot of pain, she couldn't really walk to his mother's door, Diego looked over her.
"What's wrong?"
"I don't know, I'm feeling a lot of pain, think I'm going into labor."
Diego widened his eyes.
"Are you sure?"
"I don't know, this just started, different then with Emily."
Diego helped Sandra to his mother's to where he talked to his step dad who was to the couch about going to the hospital in Spanish, the step father agreed and he talked to his mother about watching Emily who was taking a nap.
They then went back into the car for them to drive to the hospital, Sandra was worried, it wasn't time yet, she still had a few more weeks given she was going to have a June baby.
To the hospital she was to be laying down to take in deep breaths has she waited for the results and the doctors to then turn her head to look to Diego who was sitting down in a chair to be on his phone not caring Sandra was freaking out a bit and very scared, he then placed his phone away when the doctor came in, Sandra sat up for the doctor to tell Sandra she was not about to have the baby but what she was experiencing was Braxton Hicks contractions.
Sandra was confused by that, this was her second pregnancy not her first, why would she be having those, when the doctor left Sandra had to get herself ready without help from Diego for them to go, it was hard for Sandra given the pain to where Diego didn't do anything to help.
Sandra signed when she got into the car to go back to Diego's mother's house not to know this was going to get worse.