her truth

living his life not hers

Has the summer started to come to a close, Sandra became more silent then out spoken, for every time she was blunt and honest Diego was right there to slam her down and verbally abuse her to his friends, thus Sandra started to stay silent and let Diego have his way so they could have more of there better days which was few in number.
To his mother's, Sandra was to her kitchen to be making an Italian meal for them all single handedly, since Diego didn't do one thing to help. He never did in the kitchen, Diego believed it was woman's work to be in there and men needed to work.
Sandra looked over the food she made to the plate to give it to his family who seemed to enjoy it to then look to Diego who ate at it without saying one thing like his mother did.
Sandra signed to then turn to go back to the kitchen to do all the dishes by herself to then go about to then eat at the food to Make a face, she couldn't really season but it did taste pretty good.
After, Diego went to bed a bit early and Sandra was to the couch to be watching television with his family to shake her head a bit, Sandra knew more about his family then he did, she knew every ones birthdays, there likes and dislikes and other things, it seemed to her Diego only cared about himself and not the people around him.
Sighing, she then got up to go to the garage to eye over him, he took up almost all the bed, she then got dressed with her bag by the side to then go about the bed to lay to her side to look to the wall to take in deep breathes, this dead heart love she had for Diego was slowly killing her soul.
She did everything she thought she could to make him love her more, for them to get back to once they had but didn't seem to have any difference, she even tried and failed to get his mother and his brother to teach her Spanish so she could be even more in his world for his brother to tell her the wrong things and for his mother to say she would but never did.
Sandra closed her eyes to then move her head up and down.
She was keeping back from crying, Sandra didn't want to let Diego see how much the love she had for him was killing her also she knew for a fact he wouldn't care.
She then tensed has she felt Diego place his arm over her to snuggle up to then take that hand down to place it inside her underwear to start to play with her.
Sandra took in a very deep breathe to feel those fingers to then cringe, he placed his one finger inside and it hurt and a lot. Feeling Sandra tense Diego went to her ear to chuckle.
"Know you like it."
Sandra gritted her teeth, Diego said that phrase and a lot and no she did not like it, told Diego so many times it hurt but he just kept fingering her.
Diego then started to grind himself on her to then take his finger out to then pull down her underwear to then thrust himself fully in without really arousing her to go and fast.
Sandra tensed to keep her breathing low knowing his family was in the house.
He then took his dick out to then stroke himself off to cum on her back to then go to lay to his to take in deep breathes.
"Clean yourself."
He then shuffled to his other side to go back to sleep, Sandra opened her eyes to dart them about to sign to get up to go and do just that, coming back Sandra sat up to look over Diego with tears streaming down her face.
Is this what love is? Does Diego actually love me? Why does he treat me like this? What have I ever done to him for Diego to....
Sandra darted her eyes over Diego to then turn her head forward.
He just.... Needs time.... Needs you to be patient and..... Give him your love..... Remember how good it was in the beginning, he is the same guy..... We can get back to that.... Just need to stay by his side......I know he loves me....
Sandras chin started to quiver for her to then lay back down to be to her side to face the wall to eye it over has her heart was breaking.
She was wanting what they had in the beginning and what she saw when they could get it back. That is why Sandra stayed, she knew somewhere he did love her, she clanged onto that and hard.
Sandra then wrapped her arms about herself to hold to try and keep her tears at bay, she really didn't want to wake up Diego, she really didn't know what he was doing to do if he knew she was crying, would he even care?
Sandra shook her head to take in deep breathes.
If he didn't care about you or love you, you wouldn't be here right?
Sandra rolled to her back to then place a hand to her eyes to rub to gulp.
She then took her hand away to then peer her eyes down to see Diego had rolled to his side to then place his arm about her to have a very wide smile.
Sandra eyed over that to then turn to bury herself in his chest.
He loves you Sandra, just needs your patience. Just do that for him.
Sandra gulped to be engulfed in Diego's warmth to not know he did not need her patience, she did not know he never loved her and Sandra staying would not at all give her the out come she really wanted. But how was she to know that in there younger years.