her truth

not what I was expecting

Getting ready at his mother's, Sandra got up to wobble to leave the house to then go to Diego's car for them to look at this house. They went in silence for Sandra to have a face, she wasn't so sure about this house and didn't see any real pictures of it but Diego seemed to be happy about it.
Parked in front, Sandra had her head turned to the side to look over it to eye the brick building to see it was very small.
Sandra took in a deep breathe to then get out of the car to wait by it to wait for Diego to go about, he then placed his hand to Sandras to then pull her to the owners that were waiting to the front, everyone was very pleasant for the owners to then open the door for them to go inside and Sandra had a face, this was a very small, place and it did not at all look good, however she eyed Diego who had a smile, has they went about, one room that could be for the baby needed to be repainted, out was very small and it smelled like the whole house did in a bad way, for her to then go to a room that would be there's, it was small, didn't feel very homey, Sandra placed her hand to her stomach to caress, this was not a place she wanted to live in. She then was pulled to the bathroom that looked really disgusting, Sandra made a face to be pulled once more to the kitchen to eye out over, it looked has bad has the bathroom, it also did not have a garbage disposal.
Diego looked about with that smile to his face to be talking to the owners who all said it was a fixer upper, they all then went outside to see a semi car port to the back that could be a place where a man cave could be for Sandra to make a long face, she saw black mold, she then looked about the back yard, that was the only thing that was good about this place, it was pretty sizable and Sandra was thinking about how that would be great for the baby.
Diego and the owners laughed and then him and her were able to leave for Sandra to turn her head to look to him.
"Um so...."
"It's perfect. I love that it's a fixer upper, I can really do some things with that."
"Well....I saw black mold to the back also the sink doesn't have a...."
"Ugh...."
Sandra widened her eyes to look over him.
"What?"
"You just have to find faults in this place don't you. It's perfect, also it is my money."
Sandra made a hard face to then turn her head to peer her eyes down to place her hands to her stomach to caress.
Going back to his mother's, Diego had a face however when they got inside he went straight to his parents to talk in Spanish, he did need money from his step dad to make this happen, Sandra then went to the couch to sit to sign has she kept her eyes to get stomach to shake her head, she then made a face.
Sandra got up to then go to then to eye over Diego.
"Where are my car keys?"
Diego turned to eye over her.
"Why?"
"Want.... To go and see my dad."
"What for?"
"Haven't seen him in awhile, where are my keys?"
Diego rolled his eyes to then go to get them to give them to Sandra to then go back to his family to talk, Sandra eyed over them has things were decided without her, to then turn to go to the car for her to go straight to her father's to sign here and there, inside Sandra looked about to then go to the couch to lay to her side to eye over the television has she started to feel depressed.
Sandra did not want to live in that house, also what Diego said made her feel very bad.
Sandra closed her eyes to then let the tears fall, this was a normal thing for her. Sandra spent most of her time crying in silence due to the situation she was in with Diego and his family. Sandra felt she was a piece of furniture in his life and she didn't have a say in anything.
She then went to her back to eye up has the tears kept falling. Sandra then placed her hands to her growing stomach to caress.
You need to have a mother and father...... Don't know what I would do if I leave him, or if we break up, I don't want you to have to go through that but.....I don't know how much more I can take of this.... Why does he treat me like this, why is he so.....ugh!
Sandra then got up to hunch herself over a bit to place her hands to the edge of the couch to make a very hard face to then place her hands to her eyes to wipe away her tears to then get up to go to the kitchen to make something light to eat to then go back to the couch to eye about with a sullen face.
Sandra didn't know what she could do, didn't know where to go, knew she couldn't get real help from her sister's given there living situations or her father's living situation, Sandra just didn't know what she could do.
Sighing, she then turned her head to look over the plate of food to then roll her eyes to wrap her arms about herself to then turn her head forward to look to the television to make a very hard face.
There.... Really isn't anything you can do.... Your stuck Sandra..... Just have to do this for your baby....  For your.... Baby......
Sandra took in a very deep breathe has she said that over and over again.