her truth

so weak

Has what the hospital pumped Sandra with started to weigh, it was very hard for Sandra to do the basic things but just for herself but also for her two children.
Has she was to the kitchen to move very slowly, Sandra hung her head to take in deep breathes, Diego then came about to slap her to her ass.
"How are you still tired?"
Sandra turned her head to look to Diego with a face.
"I was up all night feeding Sarah, taking care of Emily given she kept being woke up, and I'm very anemic Diego."
Diego rolled his eyes..
"Always something with you."
Sandra made a face has she almost cried to watch Diego take the food she just made for him to turn her head to look over the white wall.
Sandra was in a world of misery, instead of Diego also waiting for the 6 weeks until they could have sex, when Sandra wasn't busy with Sarah or Emily, he just pulled down her pants and did whatever he wanted even when she told him no. However he didn't care.
Sandra was so very weak and miserable.
Somehow getting everyone ready, that were going to Diego's mother's given Sarah had her first doctor's appointment.
Going there, Sandra moved very slowly given she felt like she was going to pass out.
Sandra wasent eating properly, wasent sleeping at all and Diego was no help.
Inside, Sandra was breathing hard, soon Diego's mother's was to take Sarah then took Emily so Sandra could go and sit down to the couch for Diego's mother to get her something to eat.
Even after Sandra ate she didn't feel any better, soon Diego was right next to her.
"Are we getting up? Going to be late for Sarah's appointment."
"I don't know if I can go Diego. I'm getting very off "
"Sandra you need to go "
Sandra looked to Diego.
"You are Sarah's father, you can take her."
Diego rolled his eyes to then go to the kitchen to talk to his mother in Spanish for them both to be standing in front of her.
"What is going on Sandra?"
Sandra took in a deep breathe.
"I don't feel well."
"Okay, but you need to get up and go to Sarah's appointment. Come on."
"I really don't feel good."
"Maybe you need to go to the doctor."
"Maybe."
Diego's mother looked her over to then go back to the kitchen to talk to her boyfriend in Spanish, Diego went to sit back to look her over.
"Sandra you need to get up and we need to go."
"Diego, I feel very tired and feel like I'm going to pass out "
"Your just making things up. We need to go "
"Diego, I am not making anything up, also I really don't feel good, you can take Sarah to her doctor's appointment, I can be here to rest."
"Sandra you have two options either go to the doctor or get up and let's go!"
Sandra made a hard face to look forward to then ignore Diego.
Diego rolled his eyes to then go to his mother's, Sandra signed has she could hear her name being said through the spainish, Diego's mother's went to Sandra again.
"Maybe if you're not feeling good, you should go to the ER."
Or maybe your son needs to step up and actually help me at night!
"I don't know."
"You need to call."
Sandra signed for Diego to come over to be defensive for his mother.
"Hey, my mother is only trying to help, don't act like that."
Sandras chin started to quiver for her to then place her hand to get forehead to rub to hold back the tears to then take out her phone to call for an ambulance, she talked to someone about her symptoms to then hang up after telling them she felt like she was going to pass out
Sandra then looked to them.
"They said for me to go to the ER "
"Okay let's go "
Sandra looked to Diego.
"How about I go and you two go to Sarah's doctor's appointment?"
"No, your the mother you need to be there too, we will take you to the ER."
Sandra took in a very deep breathe to not try to sign to not be happy, they needed to take Sarah to her appointment, they could have, Sandra didn't want them to worry over her but Sarah.
Annoyed, Diego helped Sandra given his mother was going, for them to go to the ER that was close, she didn't like this hospital though.
After a bit, the doctor told Sandra and the family that could be there, that she was anemic and Sandra was going to feel things like this from time to time and it was very normal, that she needed to sleep and eat and take care of herself.
Sandra looked to Diego who was on his phone the whole time not to seem to care.
Leaving, Sandra sat to the passenger side for his mother to have brought food for Sandra to eat it all, Diego's mother insisted they spent the night, she slept with Emily that was in-between her and her boyfriend for Sandra to sleep in an air mattress with Sarah in the middle of her and Diego, Sandra was to her side to look over a sleeping to sign she then looked slowly up at Diego who was asleep to his back to be slightly snoring for Sandra to look back to Sarah.
You needed to have been taken care of today, not me, you are more important.
Sandra signed with anger. She didn't like how today went, Sarah needed to have gone to her appointment, Diego could have taken her but decided to do this instead. Sandra was very annoyed about this.
Sandra then took in deep breaths to finally fall asleep with her arm around her daughter to but at all be happy and that started to become the norm has she stayed with this selfish man.