her truth

don't know how much longer I can take

Standing to the kitchen, Sandra was making breakfast, pancakes, on a Sunday to be looking forward without an expression, her life really wasn't a good one, she couldn't barely leave the house, Diego controlled her almost every move, Sandra barely had a car to use, was trapped inside her house with her ailing father to which she was always an alert for, she was his personal care giver and Sandra did what she could for him, but he was currently in the hospital due to not eating right or taking care of himself, Sandra was thinking of having an intervention.
Sandra then looked to the side to see her two very sleepy girls come in to then go to the couch to then eye over her.
"Mom..... Were hungry."
Sandra smiled a bit to then look down.
"I'm making breakfast right now."
The two moved up to then go to a chair to eye over.
"Can I help?" Emily asked.
Sandra nodded to then move the mixing bowl to her, where Sarah was to the other side to be eyeing over it.
"Remember to mix slowly, and give your sister a turn."
They both nodded to then start to mix the food, Sandra signed harder has she turned her head to see Diego come down to go straight to a chair to then be to his phone.
"Breakfast still isn't done? I'm hungry."
"Well, I didn't know when you were going to wake up. Getting it done now."
Diego scoffed to then start to play with his phone has he did every morning.
Sandra rolled her eyes to then look back at her girls who were having real fun with this, Sandra then talked to them, to then grab the mixing bowl to then turn to start to make pancakes, the girls went to the living room to start to play with there toys that were everywhere, for Diego to be to that chair to be to his phone to not get up to help at all.
Sandra finished breakfast, to then have her and the girls sit to the table to then eye to the side to see Diego eating away from them, Sandra shook her head to look down.
She might be married to Diego but she didn't feel they were in an actual relationship and he didn't do his part at all. Diego believed all he had to do was work and Sandra had to do everything else and it was starting to really weigh on her.
Sandra then looked up to see Diego go to the kitchen to place the dish in to eye the sink.
"It's filthy in here."
"I just made breakfast. I'll clean after or maybe you can? So then I can get the girls and I dressed?"
Diego laughed to then go back to the chair to go to his phone.
"Your the woman, you do it."
Sandra gritted her teeth to then finish her food to then do that, to then go upstairs with the girls to get them dressed and herself, this was the normal routine for herself has she lived with Diego. He didn't really help at all and if Sandra actually stood her ground he would just take the girls to his mother's, Diego lacked the ability to actually take care of he girls by himself and Sandra knew this was going to bite him in the ass later in life, they had conversations about it but he didn't care.
Sandra then went down to see him near the door all dressed.
"Where are you going?"
"Have to fix a car."
Sandra wrapped her self about herself.
"I really need a working car. My dad could get out today."
Diego scoffed to then look to her.
"I need to make money. Your expensive."
Sandra parted her lips to then watch him go to shake her head.
Asshole! What do I spend the money on! I don't even have a handle on it at all! You spend it all on car parts and Amazon!
Sandra rolled her eyes to then go to her girls that were playing in the living room to eye them.
"Since it's a nice day let's go outside to the back yard."
Both girls got smiles on there faces to then go get there shoes to go outside, sandra watched them to sign. She really didn't like her life with Diego, he didn't do anything for the girls unless money was involved. Sandras therapist advice didn't really work, Sandra tried his mother but that didn't work, she made her feel worse about herself. She tried her family but that didn't work, nothing really seemed to work with Diego.
Sandra rolled her eyes to then get up to start to play with her girls all day given there wasn't anything else she could do, by the night, she had a very big dinner, so she could make Diego happy, to not be happy when he came home and she could tell he had been drinking.
Sandra kept the girls far away from that, to then get everyone ready for bed to read them stories to then go to bed herself has Diego was still downstairs, by 2am, Diego came up for Sandra to slightly wake, given he was loud, to tense. She didn't like when he was like this.
Diego did what he always did in the bathroom to then go to bed to snuggle up on sandra to start to grind on her. Sandra signed.
"Diego..... I'm really tired..... Emily and Sarah kept waking up and....."
Sandra gritted her teeth has she felt her shorts and underwear be pulled down for Diego to go closer to laugh.
"You are my wife Sandra, you can't tell me no, I also do so much for you, stop being so fucking selfish!"
Sandra really tensed her body has he placed that dick in, unfortunately Diego wasn't has big has he thought so this position hurt her and a lot. Sandra then widened her eyes.
"Em.... Emily is crying."
"So what, let her cry."
"Diego come on."
Diego scoffed to turn his head to yell.
"Go to bed Emily! Your a big girl!"
Emily then went to there door to open to be sniffling. Diego moved Sandra's underwear up to eye down.
"What did I tell you, go to bed!"
Sandra looked over at him to then get up to grab Emily to hold, Diego saw this to shake his head to then move all the way to the wall has he knew that Sandra was going to do, Sandra placed Emily to the bed to then get Sarah, who was up and crying, to then lay her arm over them to eye to close her eyes has tears fell, her children saved her again.