her truth

wasn't meant to be

That morning, Sandra woke up feeling very weird and not feeling good. Moving about she made breakfast to place her hand to her stomach to caress to shake her head.
The down side to pregnancy I guess, feel weird and sick.
Eventually eating her breakfast Sandra was to the phone to be texting her sister's.
Sandra was going to her father's with her sisters Brita and Chrissy to let her father know she was pregnant, Sandra didn't want to keep it from her father anymore.
Getting her texts done, Sandra then made a bag to then go to the car to then drive to her father's to spend the day in his place to just relax has she kept feeling a bit weird.
By the time night came about, Sandra opened the door for Chrissy and Brita to come in for them to sit down to look to Sandra.
"So does dad know?"
"Not yet, wanted to wait until you guys came, he's been in bed all day, think he's sick."
"Maybe we should wait for another time."
"Know we should but I really want to tell Dad I'm....."
"How has it been going?"
Sandra looked to Chrissy.
"Okay, been feeling very weird. Mm....I need to go to the bathroom, then we should let him know."
Sandra then got up to start to feel very weird to then go to the bathroom to relieve herself to then whip to look at the toilet paper to shutter. She saw blood.
Sandra got up to turn to see there was a lot of blood. She then threw the paper down to then go straight to her sisters who looked at her confused.
"Sandra..... What's....."
"I'm..... Bleeding...."
Brita who was a nurse got up to go to Sandra to place her hands to her shoulders to really look her over.
"It's going to be okay. We need to go to the hospital."
Chrissy got up to then eye over Sandra.
"You need to let dad know."
Sandra looked to Chrissy to fight back the tears, she then stepped back to turn to go into his room to then shake him awake, groggily he opened his eyes to then look to Sandra a bit confused.
"Sandra what....."
"Dad...... I'm pregnant and I..... Need to go to the hospital..... I'm so sorry. I'm.... Bleeding and and....."
Tears started to go down Sandras face.
"Sandra it's okay..... You need to go to the hospital."
Sandra nodded to then turn to have her sisters behind her for them to go into one of there cars to then go to the ER, Sandra texted diego to tell him she let her dad know.
Diego: I told my mom, she's very excited.
Has she read that Sandra had more tears falling down, she then placed her phone to the back pocket to look out the window.
"I..... Can't be having a miscarriage."
Brita turned her head to look to Sandra.
"If you are everything is going to be okay Sandra."
Sandra let more tears fall to place a hand to her stomach.
"I'm..... Only three weeks pregnant......I don't want to have a miscarriage."
Brita looked over Sandra with worry for them to then go in silence to the ER where sandra had to put on a pad has she started to bleed a bit more, to the doctor office, Sandra had her back to the wall after she did those tests to be looking across the way to be moving her thumbs about the other without much thought in her head, looking up, the doctor came in for Brita to go to him has Chrissy went to her.
"With what the tests are showing, I'm so sorry Sandra, it looks like your going through a miscarriage, there is a little hope that this isn't the case however with how much blood your having..... We will retest your levels in a few days to make 100 percent sure, I'm so very sorry."
Sandras chin quivered to close her eyes has tears fell, going to the car, her and her sisters talked a bit but they were mostly just being quiet, no one really knew what to say in a moment like this, staying to there car, Sandra then got out to watch them go to then grab her phone to call Diego to get him to come over.
Coming over without knowing really why, Diego went to sit to Sandras father's couch to look over Sandra has she hung her head to have tears falling.
"I'm..... Going through a.... Miscarriage....."
Diego's eyes widened to then look down a bit to dart his eyes to then get his phone out to start to go to his social media, Sandra looked to him has he didn't seem to care to then sit next to him to place her head to his shoulder to let the tears fall, without Diego so much has to comfort Sandra has they were losing there baby.
A bit later, the two were to the floor, for Diego to be to his side to be fast asleep has Sandra was to her back to have tears coming down, she then placed her hands to her stomach to caress for more tears to fall down. Sandra closed her eyes.
You can't go away.......I don't even know what you are yet, are you a girl.....a boy? You don't need to leave. I don't want you to go. Your my baby.......
Sandra turned to get side to curl up a bit to let the tears fall a bit more, she was having a slight mental breakdown.
She really wanted this baby, Sandra didn't know that she was going to lose it, didn't know any of this was going to happen, also what made this worse was Diego wasn't comforting Sandra at all, to which she could understand, it wasn't like he wanted this baby any way. Wanted her to get an abortion.
Sandra signed to cradle herself a bit more to try and get some sleep however it was alluding her. She wasn't like Diego, couldn't sleep like a baby.