her truth

terrible thing to happen

With her body bent, Sandra was over the toilet to throw up a bit to then move back to look to the ceiling to groan to then place a hand to her stomach has she was feeling queasy.
Sandra signed to then woddle has she was a few months pregnant to be excited she was going to have Emily come back, she had Diegos mother watch her for the day so she can clean the house and get everything done before Diego would come home however she was starting to feel a bit weird after she ate a very healthy dinner of broccoli.
Sandra then went to the futon to eye the television to make a face.
She then got up to dart upstairs to then throw up more, she looked over the toilet to make a very hard face, she then spent some time in there to keep throwing up to then sit to the tub to be breathing and hard to shake a bit, Sandra didn't know what was going on with her, this wasn't normal morning sickness.
Sandra gulped and hard to then look to her one hand has it started to feel prickly.
Sandra got slowly up has she started to feel really weird to look herself over to make a face, are was whiter then normal, Sandra then went to her phone to call Diegos mother. Sandra let her know what she was feeling and for her to come and take her to the hospital.
Going to the car, Diego's mother gave her a puke bag since it wasn't ending, Sandra tried to call Diego to get nothing, he was at work but this was an emergency, going to the hospital, Sandra kept drinking water has she was not feeling good and was worried over her baby and herself.
After a bit she was seen to be told she had a stomach bug, to where the hospital gave her fluids and gave her medicine to stop the vomiting so she could get something down, Diego's mother took Sandra back to her house.
"Is it okay i keep Emily for the night? You really need to rest and take care of yourself."
Sandra looked to his mother with a sullen expression, she really wanted Emily back but she did need to take care of herself.
"Okay. I also don't want to give this to her. Thank you so very much."
"No worries. We love having her."
Sandra nodded feeling defeated to then grab the puke bag she got from the hospital to go in to then go to the kitchen when she was inside to get her some things to then go to the couch to just keep having to get up to puke, the medicine was not working and her hands just kept vibrating, Sandra was very worried, she tried Diego to then get him has his shift was done to ask if he could take her to another hospital.
"Do you really need to go? It's late and I'm tired."
"Diego I'm very sorry but I'm scared. I keep puking, I can't keep anything down, if I could drive I would. Please."
Sandra darted her eyes has she heard a sign.
"Fine."
Sandra made a hard face to turn off her phone to feel very bad about herself but she was worried about her unborn child.
Eventually Diego was there to text to let Sandra know he was there for Sandra to get no help to go to his car to then get inside with the puke bag, Sandra looked to Diego was was to his phone to then go and quick to another hospital, it was only there he was more attentive and was nice and careful with Sandra, they did the same the another hospital did to give Sandra a stronger medicine and told her to drink something with electrolytes then just plain water, after the visit they then went back with everything for Sandra to then Settle down to the couch has she watched Diego to go upstairs, Sandra signed, she didn't like to be alone and sick but she also didn't want to give this to him.
After a few hours, she was able to stop puking, eat a little bit, the prickly feeling left her hands Sandra was just dead to the couch. She then looked to see Diego come down after he woke to see him go to the kitchen to start to look about.
"Diego?"
"Where is my food?"
Sandra widened her eyes to scoff.
Are you kidding me! I have had to go to two hospitals because of this stomach bug and I don't feel good at all, and you say that! Fucking make something for yourself.
"Um....."
Diego signed to then slam the cabinet.
"Guess I'll starve!"
Sandra watched has Diego really left without another word to slam the door, Sandra was shocked and amazed Diego acted like that, there was food he could make for himself so for him to act like a child was just baffling to her, Sandra didn't understand why he just couldn't make what he wanted for lunch and to have something to eat.
Sandras chin quivered to then place a hand to her stomach to caress has tears started to go down her face, Diego at that moment made her feel so worthless and horrible even though she was the sick one.
Sandra then started to cry harder given the hormones and the fact she didn't really eat or sleep due to this bug.
Sandra then laid down to the couch to cry and hard for almost 30 minutes has taking care of herself made her feel so very bad, and she wasn't even really taking care of herself it was about the baby and making sure she didn't lose it.
Sandra then went to her side to feel so very down on herself to start to hate herself and hard.
Sandra closed her eyes has she wept but understanding what she really did wrong. The hospital even told them she needed to really take care of herself. This is when Sandra started to feel that taking care of herself ment she was so very selfish and it was a thing she never forgot and she still to this day does not ever take care of herself because of this.