her truth

no help from him

Has her Dad got out of the hospital, Sandra arranged everything, the hardest thing was finding a place, Sandra had a lot of good options for Diego to hate them all, he was fixated on a house, it was over there price range, however Diego didn't care one bit, it was a house or nothing, Sandra looked for a long time to try and find a house to no avail.
Sandra would go to Diego quite a bit asking for help for him to give her the same lame excuses, he was to tired, which didn't make sense to Sandra given he was young, in his late 20's like her, other then working Monday through Friday he didn't do anything else, Sandra did everything else, to his free time on the weekends he would still party with his friends, drink and smoke and have a care free life, Sandra just didnt understand it, she had to take care of there house hold, take care of the girls, him, his family and hers, it was driving Sandra to the ground to out also lead her to panic attacks quite often, even talking to get theripist here and there didn't help.
On a day to the summer, Sandra was cooking, cleaning, taking care of the girls, all at the same time to be on her phone to be looking for a place for them and her father, she had a few good leads but Diego would find a problem with them all.
After she was done cooking, Sandra cleaned the house has the girls were down for there naps to be about to lay down to the couch to have her eyes closed for a moment, she was over whemeled with everything.
She then twitched to get instantly up to turn her head, Diego came home to slam the door, Sandra then signed has one of the girls started to cry, Diego then rolled his eyes to take off his shoes.
"They are always crying."
Sandra then got up to eye over him to turn to check up on one of them.
"They are young."
Sandra then went to see Emily was still asleep and Sarah was the one to be awake, Sandra then went to her crib to then grab her up to go about to check up on Emily once more given she could only get Emily to sleep in there because to then go about to sign and hard, Diego was to the couch to be eating the food she made for herself to be laughing moronically to the television.
Sandra then rolled her eyes to go about to sit next to him to bob Sarah a bit to then take out her breast to feed her, Diego looked at that action to then turn his head back to the television to eye over it.
"Lucky."
Sandra snapped her head to the side to eye him over.
"What?"
"We haven't had sex in awhile, wish I could touch you there."
"We haven't had sex given im so tired."
"What do you have to be tired about? All you do is stay home."
Sandras body shuttered to then scoff, she then turned her head has she heard Emily to then get up to go to her while Sarah still fed, Sandra went to the edge to eye over Emily.
"Are you okay sweety? Had a nice nap?"
"I don't like when I wake up your not here...."
"I know honey, but Mommy has to do things, mm.... Do you want to go to a park?"
Emily looked to Sandra with a happy face, without talking to Diego about it, to make something to eat for her and Emily given Sarah was to the breast to grab her car key to place the girls into the car for them to break free.
To a park, Sandra kept Sarah to her arms to be also playing with Emily who wanted her attention, Sandra signed here and there has she kept feeling her phone go off, she eventually was about to grab it when it was time to eat, she saw mostly texts from her family and just one from Diego asking where she went.
"I went to the park."
Sandra kept her eyes over the phone for it but to go off again by Diego, Sandra signed to then place the phone back to eye over Emily who sat across to be eating too then look down at Sarah who was in her arm to be asleep.
Doesn't even ask which park and can I be there.
Sandra rolled her eyes to then look back over Emily who then got up to go back to the park to actually play alone, Sandra made a hard face to then look to her ring finger to eye over the ring to grit her teeth.
What is Diego going to be like when we eventually get married? So far he is just getting worse. Doesn't care about the girls or me. Only seems to care about himself.
Sandra then got up to clean the area to keep Sarah in her arms to go about to keep playing with Emily until it was night time.
Eventually they all were placed to bed, Sandra was able to get Emily in her toddler bed and Sarah in her crib, Diego was in the bathroom smoking before he went to work and Sandra was to the couch to zone out here and there, Diego then went about to stand in front of Sandra.
"Emily is crying."
"Diego, we have talked about this, I am doing the ferber method. We need to let her cry it out."
"I don't like this, put her to the bed."
"Diego, that is not going to help Emily."
"Your are being cruel and a selfish bitch!"
Sandra widened her eyes to then get up.
"No, I'm being a parent! She needs to cry it out, what do you care! Go to work like you always do!"
Diego scoffed to then go about for Sandra to then follow, he went right into the room to hold Emily making Sandra feel very bad.
"Diego, this is not helping."
Diego then grabbed Emily to place her to there bed.
"I just can't have Emily cry like you do. I just won't ever go to work."
Sandra rolled her eyes.
"I am trying to get her to self soothe, I talked to her pediatrician about it, she agrees. Now stop being like this and go to work."
"Emily is going to sleep here."
"Emily needs to go back to her bed."
Sandra then looked to Emily who got out of her father's arms to then go about him to lay down, Sandra rolled her eyes to then turn to leave.
"Whatever then!"
Diego then got up to follow.
"How can you be like this to her!"
Sandra turned to eye over him.
"I am doing what the doctor said, she can't self soothe! This is not helping her at all!"
"You are just so caullous! Go get a job, with high pay, I'll stay home!"
"Diego you are not getting it!'
"And you are just being a selfish little bitch!"
Sandra widened her eyes to then grab the ring off her finger to throw it to Diego to turn to go back to the couch.
"Fuck you! The wedding is off! I'm going to find a job! Were done!"
Diego then stomped about to then leave slamming the door, Sandra started to cry in hectrics given Diego then woke up Sarah.