her truth

anger that started to take a turn

Has another month of the same came and went, Sandra, Diego had spent a weekend with his mother to have slept on an air mattress to the living room, for Sandra to have gotten up early to fix breakfast for Emily given she was hungry and she didn't have to just stick to breast milk.
Laying back down, Sandra smiled has Emily was sitting up to eat at her banana for Sandras face to then turn down into a frown, Diego who was to the other side turned to take in a deep breathe to then open his eyes to look about to then get up to go to the bathroom, Sandra eyed him to be confused.
Why does he keep waking up with an attitude?
Sandra rolled her eyes to then place her hand to Emily's back to rub to then watch her has she started to get playful, Sandra couldn't help but to stay to play too.
Diego then came out to go about them to then go to the kitchen to sign, Sandra turned to eye over that to then make sure Emily was safe to then go to the kitchen to look over Diego who eyed about.
"What?"
He turned to eye over her.
"Where's my mother's food?"
Sandra shrugged.
"I don't think she made anything, everyone was in a rush."
"Okay, then why haven't you made anything."
"I just got up with Emily."
"Well, I see you fed her but what about me?"
"You were still sleeping."
"I'm awake now and there's no food. "
Sandra rolled her eyes to wrap her arms about herself.
"Diego you were asleep I just got up and...."
"Whatever then Sandra, let's just go to get something to eat. Your so lazy "
Sandra parted her lips to then move while Diego went about to then start to leave.
"Get Emily ready I'll meet you in the car then we can go home."
Sandra jumped a bit has Diego slammed the door to then go to Emily who was playing on the floor has she started to cry, Sandra bobbed her up and down to shush to sign has she then got ready to get Emily ready for them to go into her car to start to go where Diego wanted for fast food to feed them..
The two started to argue while Sandra was driving for her to then stop the car abruptly to eye over to breathe heavily has he had his one arm up like he was going to hit her..
"Are you..... Going to hit me?"
Diego looked to Sandra with an evil eye has he kept his arm up to have his hand to a fist to look her over to then move his hand down to then look forward to start to laugh.
"You are crazy. What are you talking about?"
"You were going to hit me!"
"Sandra, you are insane, why would I hit you?"
Sandra looked over Diego to then look forward to start to drive to shake her head.
"Can't believe you were going to hit me, the mother to your child."
"Let it go Sandra, I was not going to hit you."
"Diego, yes you were and I'm not crazy for what you are going to do.'
"Yes you are crazy."
Sandra shook her head to then drive home other then a fast food place, the two argue a bit more when they got home for Diego to leave for Sandra to be at there home to make food for herself and Emily to look to her toddler to the ground to be lost in confusion.
I can't believe Diego was going to try and hit me. What the hell was he thinking? I'm not crazy, don't know he keeps calling me that when I know what I saw. He was going to hit me if I didn't say anything, we weren't even fighting that bad over anything in particular, I just can't believe that.
Sandra who sat to the edge of the futon placed his elbows to her legs to place her hands to her head to look down to shake her head a bit.
Sandra then slowly looked up has emily had gone to her to place her little hand to her leg to look up and coo..
Sandra made a face to then move about to grab up Emily to place her to the other side of the futon to then give her some milk to eye over her has she looked back.
Oh Emily.....I have no idea why your father is like this with me, what am I doing wrong for him to act this way, is this my fault? Maybe if I had made him breakfast this morning when I had gotten something for Emily this wouldn't happen. I just don't know. I know he was going to hit him if I didn't say anything, why would he do that? Emily was in the back of the car, this is just not okay.
Sandra closed her eyes has she saw her daughter had closed hers to start to go into taking a nap, Sandra then snuggled closer to Emily to let a few tears rolled down, the way Diego was with her and what he didn't care for Emily to see was breaking Sandra's heart, it didn't seem Diego cared about anyone other then himself.
Sandra took in deep breaths to try to clear her mind to stay in the moment but it was starting to be very hard for her given the life she was leading with this person.
Sandra signed to keep her arm under Emily's head to then move to her back to eye the ceiling to have a very hard face.
What am I going to do? I know he was going to hit me.....will this happen again? What should I do?
Sandra then moved up a bit to look down to see Diego come in with a bag full of fast food to then look to Sandra with a smile to then go to place the bag to the floor to eye over to then go upstairs, Sandra watched him go upstairs to sign, his eyes were bright red.
Sandra rolled her eyes to then look to her daughter who was asleep to then roll back tp her to eye over to have a sullen face to sign has this was her life.