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Suicidal Darling

Ask: Hello. I completely understand if this request is too dark, but how would the boys react to darling becoming suicidal? Darling starts constantly begging to be killed and eventually gets caught attempting.

Tw: attempted suicide, self harm, humiliation {so brief you might miss it}

Pesci:

     Watching your lover cry and wallow around because they aren't able to die is never a pleasant experience. Pesci is heartbroken when he comes by to serve his darling food and they're softly pleading for him to put them out of their misery. At first, he assumed it was just a sick joke and tried to brush it off with a "no". Then you became visibly frustrated and annoyed, almost ready to fight him over refusing to end your life.

     Hearing your wishes will have Pesci crying in a heartbeat. He'll try to console you and give you a list of reasons why your life is worth living, and not just the ones that include spending your life with him. Pesci is even willing to let you do anything you want as long as you promise to stop saying you want to be dead. Unfortunately that does little to stop your efforts at utilizing his kitchenware to achieve your morbid ambition.

     Pesci can't trust you to turn away from the violent thoughts running rampant through your mind. He has been mindful to provide you with personal space and to respect your boundaries during your stay in his home. However that is no longer the case, you're going to be chained to his bed and escorted to and from the bathroom. At night Pesci latches onto you to fall asleep, even now he's afraid that you won't be there in the morning.

Risotto:

     Doesn't want to hear a signal word about you hoping to die. It's a major pet peeve for him, can't fathom the thought of losing you and isn't going to be happy hearing that you'd rather die than be with him. When he's sitting at the dining table tearing through his meal observing the way you're poking at the food, he'd ask you why you haven't been eating, only to hear your unpleasant request.

     You know better than to talk like that, Risotto is put in a bad mood and wouldn't want to be around you for a second. Not because he hates you but since it's now painfully obvious that his darling is keen on getting away from him at the price of their life and he wants a moment to gather his thoughts. That day he'll tuck you into his bed and warns you to refrain from speaking about leaving him.

     The sharp objects and medication have been stored away in a secure drawer and based on your current mental health Risotto hadn't expected you to get creative. When he walks into your room for a nap and witnesses your attempt of self harm he's going to be livid. Nowadays you put more effort into leaving him than trying to love him.

     His resorts to using antidepressants and light restraints, only when he's away. As he monitors your mental health he persuades you to do some yoga or something as small as coloring to ease your mind. Since he figures the isolation plays a role in your descent, on sunny days Risotto takes you for a stroll at least twice a week.

Formaggio:

     Has a macabre sense of humor and can find joy in the darkest of times, which is why when you first tell him you wish you were dead he laughs in your face and tells you to go to bed and try again. It's not until you're pacing around the house grunting and moaning about how you can't stand to be there anymore that he starts to take it seriously.

     Being the guy he is, Formaggio gives you a bowl of stew and tells you to dial it down, warning you to cut it out. He's the type of yandere that loves the thought of owning his darling out of love and as a trophy. The only way you're leaving him is if he decides to kill you or if naturally pass, you're not allowed to threaten to leave him in any way shape, or form. He won't be parting with you soon, stop asking him to kill you.

     Isn't a fan of drug use because there's a small chance it can worsen your mental health. Carries you around in his shirt pocket to keep a close eye on you. Dressing you in a diaper won't boost your mood any higher but he doesn't want to risk you releasing yourself on his shirt either. He promises you he's taking this seriously, you're just so fun to baby at the moment. Leaving you at home to complete his mission isn't exactly an option, Formaggio doesn't use special locks or board windows and such.