Yandere La Squadra x Reader

Toxic Traits of La Squadra

    Tw: manipulation, gaslighting, toxic relationships, shitty behavior, intimidation, brief mentions of sex

    Prosciutto: Talks over you quite often, most times it's unintentional but it's equally rude and tiring. He is so quick to assert himself in your problems and explanations without hearing the full sentence or story. "You should've "uvw" instead of "xyz" it's not that hard" doesn't hear how insensitive he can be sometimes. You're not asking for his perfect personal opinion you're only asking him to let you get this off of your chest and for him to hear you. Pushes you a little too hard, there's a difference between wanting what's best for someone and trying to mold them into what you want them to be. You feel like you can't be yourself around him and what you do is never good enough for him, there'll always be something wrong or missing, your choices aren't good enough even though they make you happy.

   Formaggio: Doesn't take your issues as seriously as you'd like and oftentimes walked out in the middle of your important conversations because he didn't feel like hearing it. Writes off your anger as a bad mood and overreaction to make you feel like you're always complaining over nothing. Plays entirely too much for his own good. Can read a room to assassinate people but magically forgets when it comes to your relationship. Almost as if he isn't taking it seriously {he isn't}  and chooses to be a douche for petty reasons. You could be bundled up on the couch going through it because you're having a shitty day and instead of making you feel better your boyfriend watches soccer with his cat while you cry since three days ago you told him he's never there for you. Allow him to make your accusations true since you already believe so. Even though he'll apologize for it later, when you think back to it two months from now in the dead of the night you'll still get an ache in your heart. {Leave him for the sake of your mental health}

   Pesci: Can't see how he is gaslighting you. There will be times where you are rightfully upset with him over something and of course his feelings will be hurt because you're upset and he will use that as a way to shut you down. Since he's sad or upset even when he's wrong he feels as if you took things too far or you're in the wrong. No matter how calmly you speak or how you sprinkle sugar on your tone to hide the anger, Pesci will still make you feel like a bully and will proudly state that you should be considerate of others feelings. As if he isn't gaslighting the hell out of you and making it harder to speak about your issues and concerns.

    Illuso: Almost the same as Formaggio in the sense that he always leaves and refuses to have certain discussions when he doesn't feel like it. No matter how big or small the issue he will ignore it and only ever address it when he is feeling good and ready. He wants you to work around him and clear your schedule if it benefits him, even if he showed up unannounced and made plans without your knowledge. Can't define 'compromise' for the life of him, it's going to be his way or he'll ruin everyone's mood and be upset about it together. Will often go to you for help and advice when he needs it and will ask that you be there for him, but when it's the other way around, he's busy or is quick to say he isn't your therapist. "Don't worry about it, it's not that serious" is his favorite line when it comes to your problems, makes you wonder why you even keep him around at this point. But don't worry he'll go back to being your bestie when he can't figure out why everyone is keeping him in the dark and don't want to tell him things.

   Melone: Now his is more of a personal thing not so much as harming you. He tends to play along and go with things that make him uncomfortable or that he dislikes because he doesn't want you to think less of him. Melone is shameless and bold and people already assume they can talk about anything and do just about anything with or around him, but even he has his limits {For anything though not just sex}. Also bottles up his emotions and will let people cry on his shoulder and be there for them but can't seem to go to others for help. Due to the fact that he thinks people won't take his pain seriously and sees him only as the guy that dresses weird and talks about sex all day. Unless you ask him more than three times or catch him sulking he won't say anything.

   Ghiaccio: Has nothing to do with his disorder since he sees a professional that helps him find ways to overcome the urge to go into those rants and rages. More so him giving you harsh criticism and brutal honesty instead of constructive criticism and loving honesty. He has good intentions and isn't purposely trying to be as rude or harsh, Ghiaccio sees himself as a more logical person and fails to be empathetic when the situation calls for a gentle approach. Fortunately though Ghiaccio Doesn't write you off or blame your sensitive side at all, he works to become more gentle and understanding. Hates making you feel worse than before and making you cry, it makes him feel like shit since he wants to be the reason you space out and smile like an idiot.

   Sorbet: Feels the need to be in charge of any and every thing he can get his hands on. Including his significant others. Sorbet gets the final say in any decision concerning the relationship and expects you and Gelato to be fine with it. Doesn't matter if you are a civilian or a gang member, he wants to be in charge of your finances. Watching your checks, big and small, go directly to him causes something deep within you to ache. Sorbet says it's to keep you from blowing it on stupid stuff and making sure you pay your bills but he just likes the power it gives him. Even though he doesn't spend your money on himself, it's still gross that he expects you to get permission to spend your own money that you worked for. Having you and Gelato rely on him makes him feel important and gives him the leverage he needs to keep the two of you in line.

   Gelato: With him there is never a 'silly' argument, any time he argues with you he will go for the kill. If he's arguing he wants to hurt you and have you regret pissing him off. Nothing is too harsh or off limits and he will not be saying sorry unless Sorbet forces him to. There has even been a time where Sorbet was ready to kick his ass over this, after that he learned to bite his tongue. However you are not Sorbet, you're you. Loves pulling the "I came first and will always be his favorite" card if it's something that gets under your skin. Gelato has also been reprimanded by Sorbet for going out of his way to make you feel like a third wheel rather than a lover, just because he wanted more attention. Whenever he is jealous or feeling left out he will either tear you down to make you spend less time with Sorbet or purposely leave you behind on dates and refuse to invite you until he feels like sharing again. Don't worry though, Sorbet most definitely calls him out on it and punishes him for it.

   Risotto Nero: When all else fails and you aren't bending to his will, he has intimidation on his side. It can be about whether or not you should take the train alone or catch a cab with him, Risotto will have the say in the end. He knows his physical appearance can make almost anyone do what he wants and he uses it to his advantage. He's a big fan of "it's for your own good" and "I do this because I care about you". If he thinks taking the train is unsafe then you shouldn't take the train even if you do it every day to and from work, but what do you know. Has a bad habit of standing over you and backing you into a wall when you are having a heated disagreement and fails to see how disgusting that is and how it looks like he will put his hands on you if the conversation continues. The moment when he grabs your chin and has you look into his eyes as he repeats himself is just as bad. Unless you call him out on it he won't change since he sees it as a normal thing to do.