Magic Mirror #2

My Light 🇬🇧

Hi! I'm Myliesha and I am from United Kingdom 🇬🇧 and THIS IS MY STORY.

I am turning 18 years old. My dream is to become a nurse and take care of everyone around me. I want to be able to a person someone can rely on because I never got that comfort growing up.

I was bullied throughout my school life because of the way I look, the way I expressed myself. I had no one who I felt like I could truly pour my heart out to. Because of me compiling my feelings, I started developing anxiety, it got to a point where sometimes I couldn't stay in a maths lesson without getting a panic attack and this was triggered mainly because of my greatest fear. F A I L I N G.

Slowly, this fear started eating me up whole, I became depressed, I wanted to end things because I thought I wasn't good enough and that everyone would've been better off without me.

During this time, there was only one thing that kept telling me to keep pushing, telling me that one day I will find the happiness I deserve and that I will exit this seeming to be endless maze.

And that thing was kpop, it was BTS! I joined during the I Need You era. When I first listened to it my heart and mind became at ease and I was able to absorb all that energy from the song. As years passed by, I started healing, I started to build myself again. I haven't finished this and I am no where near to being complete but I've been able to change myself by loving myself.

Thank you for teaching me that there is a group of 7 people on the other world that lives, even though they don't know me personally. The power of Kpop and BTS have strengthened and inspired the hearts of so many of us, that the only way I can repay the love that everyone has sent me, is through showing love to others.

Thank you for helping me heal!