Magic Mirror #2

The Story That Saved Me 🇺🇸

Hi! I'm Hannah and I am from USA 🇺🇸 and THIS IS MY STORY.

I'm currently living in the United States. I wanna move to Korea with my Boyfriend when I get older, but I'm not sure, I hardly know the language, all I know are a few cuss words. I started listening to Kpop when I was around 9 it started with SHINee, and then I slowly got out of the faze in 5th grade. But suddenly my life changed before my eyes, my mother passed, I started having depression, I started over thinking, hurting myself, smoking, getting into the wrong people, and then I tried to find comfort in music and that's when I found BTS.

I went from SHINee to BTS in 2 years. A lot of changes I thought to my self. I was officially a teenager and not a child. I slowly started to listen to more and more songs as they helped with my over thinking, my depression, and hurting myself, has it's been 2 years since my also attempt.

I've noticed myself as the out cast of my family as my older sister puts it, she won't let me do certain stuff because of the type of music I listen to. I'm not really free around her anymore. But I've learned things from different songs. I've learned things from different groups, and I feel safe in the fandoms that I'm currently in, yes it's hard when let's say your favorite member leaves the group or your favorite member dies, but the best thing to remember is the group itself, and what the whole group brought forward to you, now I'm not saying to leave that member in the past, all I'm saying is to honor them in what they did, and I hope that what's happening now isn't just a faze that's going to come and then go.

I'm wanting to stay forever as it's like my forever home, we we can a be freaks together and dream what we wanna dream, and hopefully I get to meet the idols that saved me.

I'm happy to be apart of this world wide family. Thank you for letting me share my story.