Hi! I'm Tiny and I am from the Philippines 🇵🇭 and THIS IS MY STORY.
I don't why or what is the real reason why God introduced BTS into my life. Actually it still a mystery to me. I found them not long ago. I heard a lot about them before but I just ignored all those.
One day during the quarantine, I was actually moved by blackpink but there's a mail popped in my notifications a few hours after I signed in Quora. It is something about Blood, Sweat and Tears of BTS. It was actually one of my darkest days because I was too broken that time. I listened to that song and it was nice (I literally looked for english translation).
I am so impressed. I got cheated by my ex-boyfriend. We dated for more than 5 years. Our story is not an ordinary story. I think it is an amazing story to share but too long for this. We shared moments of ups and downs. We really relied on each other. We loved each other. I had someone to lean on. Finally, there is one person that I could share my pain, doubts and success.
He listened to all my rants in life. He also helped me cope with my sorrowful days. We already had plans way back then. But I didn't expect things like that gonna happen. No one has expected too. A lot of girls envied me for having a man like him. He took good care of me. Until that day happen. I was so down that time.
I even question life why did that happen to me or have I ever offended a deity in my past life beacause this life is so hard to live. I really think that everything I have that time was taken away. Like he was my world. My world revolved around him. It made me feel that I am worthless during that time. Right after hearing that song I realized that life is too short to be wasted on someone who does not know your worth and value.
From that day forward I started watching videos about BTS. Their stories, hardships and perseverance inspired me to believe in myself and love myself. It is literally amusing how our Almighty show me how he tested BTS from the very beginning to now. No doubt they made it to this very moment. For me it is one way of Him telling me that I did that to them so I can make it to you to if you believe in me. Those were also the days that I lost my faith in Him. I doubted His miracles and blessings.
It is really hard to let go of something that you are used to be with. It is the memories and the comfort that is hard to let go but you can actually do it with the right person in the future.(Listen to Let Go; it is nippongo ). Letting go is the hardest thing to do if that person lets you taste the taste of what is best.
But I assure letting go is the best way to give you the taste of best of what is best.
Let's not hold into something or someone who already lose their grip on us. Instead, let's grab new adventures and opportunities coming up in the next few steps of our lives. I believe that toxins are removed to free us from pain and feel the beauty of loving ourselve more and boosting yourself to the best we can be.
BTS saved me. They saved me from my pain and fear. They helped me cope with life.
Listening to their music gives ease and peace to me. Their music is amazing that it could lift me up at my bad days.

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