Magic Mirror #2

Missing Piece 🇺🇸

Hi! I'm Nessa and I am from USA 🇺🇸 and THIS IS MY STORY.

The first time I ever heard of BTS was when I was young like 4th grade and the song I heard was 'No More Dream' because my older sister was watching the video on her phone and I remember her saying Jungkook was cute. Then soon after I heard them again but this time boy with luv was the next song I every listened to by BTS.

I never bothered to listen to BTS more until the beginning of 8th grade year when I was going through so many things with my parents, started to noticed that I was putting on a smile so my siblings wouldn't see me sad or crying, all I really wanted to be was happy, I also had thought of giving up but I knew I couldn't, that's when I started to see BTS pop up on my for you page on tiktok.

I noticed how funny they all were and I saw myself smiling more and J-hope smile lightened my day more and more but then that's when I had stopped listening to them because my parents had started to argue more and more to the point my mom would cry and my dad would pick on my second younger brother like rely on him to do mostly everything, it got to the point where my dad became an alcoholic and argued with my mom so much to where she would start crying and I didn't want my mom to go through that so I would stick up for her and tell my dad all these things about how wrong it is, he also had started getting more mad about little things, and I just knew then that I wanted to give up.

But I couldn't cause my mom and my siblings wouldn't have any one to help them then, I also had very low confidence and body shamed myself, and the next song I heard from BTS was Bulletproof the enternal and I fell in love with that song, I then started to notice that the more and more I watched run episodes I was laughing more and I now notice if I didn't find them where would I be, I never felt more happier than ever now that I'm an ARMY.

I gained more confidence when I listened to the song idol because when I listen to that song I feel like no one can stop me from loving myself.

I did use BTS to love myself and they don't how much they mean to me like no words can explain how much. Thank you Bangtan Boys for finding me at my lowest.