Hi! I'm Kth964 and I am from Serbia 🇷🇸 and THIS IS MY STORY.
19.10.2020. Friday night, I was in my room after having a fight with my mom, again. I was planning to kill myself that night. I take the pills and water. I opened tiktok for the last time. I was scrolling through the videos when I saw a tiktol. It was about some guy that was saying how I have to love myself, not giving up on myself yet. In the caption I saw #BTS. He said that I was to young to end the things. I don't know how but after that I was a bit better. I still wanted to kill myself that night but I didn't.
I went to google and wrote BTS. Then I saw their names. I went to YouTube and wrote "BTS songs". I saw a playlist caled "BTS love yourself". I clicked on that video and started to listen (with sub). I listened to them the whole night. Later I saw that, that guy name was Kim Namjoon. My savior. I started stanning them but I didn't know much about them. Then after one month I became an ARMY. My life started to have sense.
I went to school everyday. I started to eat and drink water again. I made some new friends. BTS became my whole life. Then I decided that Tae is my bias. I don't know why but he is just special. After 6 months I fall into depression again. I started to have anxiety attacks. I started to fight with my mom again. I became a person I said I will never become.
But Taehyung saved me. He showed me that I'm worth it. He showed me that my life have a point. Then I fell in love with no one other but Kim Taehyung. Today I'm not okay again, but at least they keep me alive. I will always be grateful for them.
They entered in my life when I needed them the most. They didn't left me like other people. Now I'm sure that they will be with me till the end.
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