I was sitting in Gene's kitchen when my phone began to beep as an incoming message came through.
PAUL, I AM TRULY SORRY ABOUT BEING SUCH A BURDEN TO YOU AND THE BAND. PLEASE DON'T HATE ME OR HANNAH. I REALIZE HANNAH HAS A DIFFERENT FATHER BUT PLEASE DON'T HATE HER. I DON'T CARE IF YOU HATE ME OR NOT. I NEED TO TELL YOU I PURPOSELY BECAME PREGNANT WITH MADYSON SO YOU WOULD HAVE ANOTHER FULLY BIOLOGICAL DAUGHTER. I AM WILLING TO GO TO THERAPY FOR MY MENTAL ISSUES BUT I NEED TO DO IT ALONE. PAUL, I LOVE YOU BUT I DON'T LOVE MYSELF ENOUGH RIGHT NOW TO COPE. I HAVE GIVEN UP ON MYSELF BUT PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP ON ME. I WANT OUR MARRIAGE TO WORK.
I LOVE YOU.
TOMMY
I handed the phone to Gene after reading the message twice. "Why does Tom think I don't love him?" "I really need to talk to him." I replied.
I could feel Gene's strong arms around me as I held back tears. I let myself be comforted for awhile until I felt better. Straightening up, I wiped my eyes and told Gene I was going to the hospital to talk to Tommy.
"Paul, at least let him know first."
I sent a text back saying I had received the message and was coming to see him. I finished it off with an I LOVE YOU too and sent a heart emoji.
Heading out, I drove straight to the hospital to see my husband.
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I'll Fight Hell to Hold You
FanficThis is a sequel to Hide Your Heart. In this sequel we will find out if Tommy can begin to feel worthy of himself and if Paul will have the patience to stay. The story pickss up in Tommy's 4th month of his second pregnancy. The triplets are now 5 mo...
