I'll Fight Hell to Hold You

Flashback Part 2

While sucking on his thumb and whimpering, Tommy was having more of the same flashback. 

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"Come on, Tom. Let's just have a drink for old time's sake. We can catch up on our lives since you walked out on me!" spat Jaime. 

"No, I'm not. It's not a good idea." came the reply. "I really should get back to Paul." "Please let me go and leave me alone."

"Come on just one drink. That's it, I promise."

Sighing, Tommy gave in and let Jaime buy him a drink. It was very strong and made Tommy dizzy quickly. When Jaime French-kissed him, he didn't push him away. In fact he leaned into his ex even though his brain told him no.

Soon they were back in the hotel room, Jaime getting his way as he insisted on Tommy staying awhile. They both had partaken of several drinks by this point. Tommy found himself flat on his back underneath Jaime after a few minutes. His brain kept saying no but his body said yes. 

He soon remembered nothing but Jaime beginning to make love to him before he passed out from the booze and pain. His last thought was of Paul kicking open the door and seeing his compromised position. 

When Tommy woke up the next morning, he was in his and Paul's hotel room and his head was killing him.

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"Tom, baby, whatever your brain is remembering is making you stressed out. Please try to relax, okay?"

Tommy gave a slight nod as he was pulled into Paul's lap.

He was so grateful Paul never hurt him in the bedroom like Jaime had. He wanted to tell Paul how much he loved him but he was still hung up with insecurities. He just knew Paul was going to break his heart soon.