I left the doctor's office in tears. After calling a cab and arriving home, I grabbed my keys and headed to the nearest drugstore. I swear if I'm pregnant again, I will be very upset. Walking through the aisles randomly, I finally picked up a handful of pregnancy tests.
Going through self-checkout, I pay for them, using cash. I get in my car, head to the nearest restaurant and go in to order wine. I take the bottle and down it in a few swallows. Damn if I'm pregnant, I can't drink anymore. Here we go again.
I swallow the last mouthful and leave, walking around with no idea where I'm going. I ignore my phone until I'm back in my car. Paul's called me 10 times so I guess I should return the call.
"Paul, I'll be back later. I just need to think." I say as he picks up. "I don't want to come home right now."
"Baby, listen to me, please. I'm sorry."
"I'll be home later."
Hanging up, I drive around until it starts getting dark. I head home only to find the love of my life waiting for me, pacing.
"Tom, I was so worried! I thought you had been hurt!"
Getting out, I let loose on Paul. "YOU WERE WORRIED!? YOU SURE AS HELL WEREN'T WHEN YOU LET IT SLIP I MIGHT BE PREGNANT AGAIN! I TOLD YOU I DON'T WANT ANYMORE!!!"
Paul just walked back inside and closed the door. I sat out on the porch and stared into the darkness. I shouldn't have gone off on Paul. If I am pregnant again, it's my fault as well. Knowing I don't deserve Paul, I head back to sleep in my car.
It's not too comfortable when you're tall. I finally fall into a restless sleep only to be awakened by a thunderstorm. "OH just terrific!" I'm terrified of storms.
Paul comes out and carries me in the house. "Let's sleep. We'll talk tomorrow. " He says gently.
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I'll Fight Hell to Hold You
FanfictionThis is a sequel to Hide Your Heart. In this sequel we will find out if Tommy can begin to feel worthy of himself and if Paul will have the patience to stay. The story pickss up in Tommy's 4th month of his second pregnancy. The triplets are now 5 mo...
