Tommy was now 11 weeks along. He was dreading going to the big fireworks show that night. Every one would be there so he knew he had to go. Luckily his nausea only occurred every so often now. He guessed he was due on or around February 16.
Mady was almost one by now. Her birthday was 7/15. The triplets would be two on 9/15. Draco and Delilah were turning two on 10/3 and Jenny and Jason would be one on 9/3. That meant there would be 5 two year olds and 3 one year olds plus a newborn.
"Tom, are you ready?" called Paul. "I've been calling you for a few minutes."
"Yes. I'm coming."
Tommy slid into the car and buckled up. Paul glanced over at him, noting the almost sad look on Tommy's face. "Baby?" he asked softly.
"I'm fine. Let's just get this night over." snapped Tommy.
Paul rolled his eyes as he backed out of the driveway. He knew he was in for a long night of mood swings.
When they arrived at Gene's house, Paul squeezed Tommy's hand gently as they unloaded the girls. "When the girls are busy playing, come with me to the car." said Paul firmly.
Tommy glared at his husband but did what he was told. "Yes?"
"Baby, I know you don't want to be here. I don't want to fight, okay?" "If you want to go home, I'll take you but I'm not giving in to your moodiness and sulking."
Tommy just looked at the ground. He didn't have the words to tell Paul he was in pain. Not physical pain but mental pain. Becoming pregnant again had caused him to have to stop taking his medication and now he was experiencing nightmares and anxiety attacks again.
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I'll Fight Hell to Hold You
FanficThis is a sequel to Hide Your Heart. In this sequel we will find out if Tommy can begin to feel worthy of himself and if Paul will have the patience to stay. The story pickss up in Tommy's 4th month of his second pregnancy. The triplets are now 5 mo...