Everything has been going well since that unbelievable day. I'm only focusing on enjoying every moment that I have in life. I don't care about problems; my happiness or peacefulness is my number one priority. Why fight when you can just enjoy the air every second that you have in life before our experience of death? Living is not about living the longest; Living is about having joy in any moment possible. Whether it is one good memory or a hundred good memories, what would matter is that you got to enjoy a moment in your life even if it lasted 5 seconds. As emotional beings, emotions are a big part of human life, so a healthy emotional state keeps us functioning well. Every human being in the right mind wants to live a happy life, not a dreadful kind. Life doesn't always have to be happy every single second. We will have our downs in life, but without those downs, there would be no ups. We need a good balance of emotions in our heads to live a healthy life. So, life isn't about being happy all the time, but it's about enjoying moments in life that will be treasured as good memories that you can visit in your mind. So, I will live everyday and do whatever I want. If I were to die tomorrow, I would leave happily because I know that I lived many great times in this world. I may live 20 years or 100 years, but what matters the most to me is having great times in life no matter the numbers.
- October 29, 2021
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