Too much is on my mind right now. There's work. I thought I was getting fired, but luckily, I didn't. Days ago, I had a lot of pressure put on me at work last minute due to multiple pizza orders that I had to make all by myself while I had to clean the entire kitchen. My mom's boyfriend, Ovidio, is still the same man as always. I'm so sick of that situation. I'm just glad my mom went to court to pay her tickets, and now she can move out of state without having to go back here to Missouri for a court date. Actually yesterday, a police car stopped my mom while she was driving with me and Ovi in the car going back home from Walmart at night, but the police officer was kind not to give my mom any tickets nor arrest her for no driver's license. It's like he sensed who she was because she was crying while we were stopped. Everything turned out to be good though, but I really want to get into something right now. I'm so sick of Ovidio. That man ruined our lives and plays the victim all the time. Just like my mom said to me the other day, "The bad always happens to the good, while the bad gets the good." I just hope my mom can figure out that stuff wit social security, so that she can get financial assistance, and I'm thinking of applying for that again too once I have my autism diagnosis if I see that work doesn't do me good. It's really because I have to use communication, and I'm not good at it. The day we die or the day we finally get to live somewhere without the devil in our household will be the day that I Rest In Peace.
- February 11, 2022
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Dance Through Trauma
Non-FictionA diary of an autistic young adult who suffers from PTSD as a result of school bullying. Read about my deep inner thoughts from my conscious and subconscious, and how I am dealing with PTSD as an autistic person. (Book will be finished in a few year...
