𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑰𝑴𝑰𝑫𝑨𝑻𝑬𝑫 ✧ 𝙹 𝙸 𝙺 𝙾 𝙾 𝙺 ✧

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5 months.

A solid 5 months since Jimin had been without Jungkook. During the period, all were just tantrums. Either when Jimin was alone or when he's with the guys.

He carried on with school but Jungkook didn't attend a single class after what happened. Rumours said he's in Japan with his brother learning and waiting for the time for him to receive his new position in the company since he's turning into a legal age for such jobs in the next few months. His name will be in news in no time and Jimin was eager to wait. Just to see how his ex boyfriend turned out without him.

Even school was treating Jimin badly with nicknames and accuses about him breaking up with one of the richest guys in senior year,

Shameless prick

Fucking gold digger

Ungrateful fag

Hobi would protect and protest for him at all means and Jimin just happened to thank him everyday though he didn't care what the public spit on him.

Namjoon and Jin were more than happy to take Jimin in and shelter him from his heartbreak. Jimin didn't go a single day without crying, without missing Jungkook, without feeling empty and shitty. Without the wolf named guilt eating at his limbs like sheep.

Yoongi and Hobi would come twice a week to visit him, cheering him up regardless the rejection they received. They still tried not wanting Jimin who's precious and fragile at heart to break again.

Jungkook pushing him away and refusing to listen to him explain was enough reason for him to be miserable. And that's that. The guys couldn't possibly take Jimin to Jungkook and force them to talk. It might've just cause more trouble.

And more trouble meaning more suffering for Jimin.

Jimin realised the only treasure he had taken from Jungkook was the ring while packing, he didn't bother to return it.

Nor wear it.
Just kept to himself,
stare at times he suffered,
caress at times he's desperate.

"Jin hyung. I wanna be alone"

"I'm not hungry"

"I'm okay really"

were his everyday reply every time Jin brought food or came to visit him in the moody. Jin was terribly sad for him, sympathy at the smaller whose 24 hour routine was just curling up in bed staring at things he may not able to see.

Namjoon would always comfort him when he refused to even drink. Milk was the only thing he'd taken down into his oesophagus and by means cartons of them. He'd rush to the toilet all the time to throw up as the same protein was the only thing he consumed.

His call logs were full of Jungkook's unanswered attempts of his. To the limit where he wasn't able to dial his number anymore cause obviously Jungkook changed his number, emails and any personal contacts so that he wouldn't have to listen to Jimin whining. He was sure Jimin lost his chance to him.

But little did he know, he's the one at lost.

Jimin didn't have any intention to harm himself, that's a relief at least. When he's in a good mood, he'd join the guys downstairs to watch tv and that too, he didn't speak a word. Just with his presence being outside the room had the couple feel at ease.

"We bought you churros babes!" Hobi shouted seeing Jimin coming down the stairs of the couple's house.

He smiled at least seeing the guys altogether again. Gathering at the living room waiting for him. Food and stuff they bought was much more than he expected. And specifically much more lively with balloons and things unneeded for a simple sleepover.