You're Not Alone

85: Alone Time

OWENS POV
Amelia and I were back home, and the girls were at Meredith's house. We haven't had sex in like 3 months, and it has been driving me crazy, and I know it's been driving her crazy too. We walked inside and she yawned as she put her keys down.
"I'm gonna go to bed," she joked.
"Oh shut up," I chuckled and grabbed her hand.
"Oh did you want to do something else?" She said innocently, she was such a tease.
"I had a few ideas," I said.
"Does one of them involve a warm steamy shower?" She smirked.
"It can," I said.
"Hm," she said, "sounds nice."
"Does it?" I said as I moved closer to her.
"Yeah it does," she said. We started making out and I picked her up. She wrapped her legs around my waist and I walked upstairs.
"I love you," she giggled.
"I love you too," I smiled. I put us down on the bed as we started making out move. My hands made their way under her shirt and she froze.
"What? What's wrong?" I said.
"Um," she said, "nothing, it's nothing."
"Amelia," I said, "it's not nothing, whats wrong?"
"I uh, we haven't had sex in a while," she said.
"Okay," I said, "Are you nervous?" She shook her head no.
"No," she said, "it's just that, I've gained weight, from the pregnancy, and I haven't lost it yet."
"You know you're beautiful just the way you are Amelia," I said, "you're hot."
"Shut up," she said as her face turned red, "I am not."
"You are too," I chuckled, "But in all honesty, I love you for you, I will always find you attractive and beautiful, because you are. I don't care if you gained a little weight, you're beautiful inside and out. You just carried our baby boy and gave birth to him, it's normal."
"You don't mind?" She said in a small voice.
"Why would I mind? I don't care, you're still the Amelia I fell in love with, you're still my gorgeous wife," I said.
"Okay," she said, "sorry if I like killed the mood."
"You didn't kill the mood," I said and started kissing her, "you're perfect."
"I love you," she said.
"I love you too," I said.
"Shower?" She said.
"Yeah," I smiled.
AMELIAS POV
I was actually so nervous to have sex with Owen. We haven't had sex in like 4 months, and I gained baby weight. He said he didn't care which I know he probably doesn't but I care. I feel really insecure about it.
"Stop thinking," Owen chuckled as he came up behind me at the mirror.
"Okay," I chuckled. I turned to face him and he smiled. We started making out and I reached for the belt of his pants. He picked me up and sat me on the vanity. I took my shirt off and he smiled.
"You're so beautiful," he said as he started kissing my neck. I wrapped my legs around his waist as we made our way into the shower. He turned the water on and looked down at me.
"I love you," he said.
"I love you too," I giggled as I leaned up and kissed him. He pressed me up against the shower wall as we started making out. My hands ran up and down his back and eventually made their way into his hair. Owen started kissing down my neck and across my collarbone.
"Owen," I moaned in his ear, knowing it turned him on. He gripped my hips and kissed me passionately.
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Owen turned the shower water off and I smiled as we both got out of the shower.
"I love you," he said.
"I love you too," I smiled.
"See, you have nothing to worry about," he chuckled, "because that was incredible. Both rounds."
"It was," I smiled.
"I'm so glad we finally got some alone time," he said, "I've missed it just being us since I got home."
"Me too," I said, "we've been so busy."
"I know," he said, "can't believe Noah is already 8 weeks."
"Me either, time flies," I said.
"I know," he said, "and in 2 months Kamryn will be 7."
"I know," I said, "and then Ellie will be 2 a few months after."
"Crazy stuff," he chuckled.
"I wouldn't want to do it with anyone else though," I said and wrapped my arms around his waist. I smiled at his perfectly built body and kissed his cheek. He pushed a piece of hair behind my ear and smiled.
"So I have something to tell you," Owen said.
"Yeah?" I said.
"I spoke to my Sargent today," Owen started, but I didn't let him finish.
"Owen!" I practically yelled, "are you leaving again?"
"Can you let me finish," he chuckled, "he told my me time is fulfilled because of my age and family."
"Oh, really?" I smiled.
"Yeah maybe you should listen before you start yelling," he chuckled.
"Well I'm afraid of losing you," I said in a small voice.
"Well I'm not going anywhere," he said, "unfortunately you're stuck with me."
"I don't mind it," I said cutely.
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Owen and I were snuggled in bed. It felt so good to just be alone with him. I was wearing one of his sweatshirts and he had his arms wrapped around me. His fingers were running through my hair as I nuzzled into his chest.
"This is so nice," I said, "just you and me."
"Yeah," he said, "it is."
"I do miss the kids though," I said.
"Me too," he said, "but tomorrow we get to bring Noah home and have all five of us under one roof."
"Yeah," I smiled, "we can show Noah his room."
"He's gonna stay in here for a little while though right? Like we did with a Ellie?" He asked cutely.
"Yes dad," I chuckled. He chuckled as he kissed the top of my head.
"You look awfully cute in my sweatshirt," he said.
"I know," I said.
"Wow okay," he joked.
"Wanna do something cool?" I said.
"Yeah sure," he said confused.
"Okay let's go," I said.
"Where are we going?" He said.
"Just get up," I said and pulled at his arm. We walked upstairs and onto the deck.
"Come sit," I said. He sat down and I sat in between his legs as he wrapped his arms around me.
"Look at all the stars," I said and pointed.
"You're so cute," he said and kissed my cheek.
"It's nice out here," I said.
"It is, very calm and relaxing," he said.
"Yeah," I said as I snuggled into him. He wrapped his arms tighter around my waist and I smiled. I wouldn't want my life any other way.