As soon as she left my grips as I touched her thigh, I wanted to replay that kiss scene.
Her soft honey coated lips on my lips.
"I would not want you to do that, oppa"
I actually felt guilty, I could have kissed her more and do all the sorts of stuff you wouldn't want me to mention it to you, but yeah.
At least she calls me 'oppa' , even though I'm only one year older than her.
She walked away stubbornly. This was a few things I liked in her, her stubbornness.
Wanting her so bad than anyone.
I stared at her the whole time until she got inside the car.
I walked towards the car dreamily.
I don't know, this was certainly not my first kiss but it's now, I lost my virginity.
She's the only one woman I'm feeling this attracted to.
Something about her just makes me want her.
She's cute but then she's a savage.
She's kind but not to me.
And she's the only one woman (excluding my mom) who hits that attitude up to me.
God, she's cold as ice.
I sat beside her but not close to her as I did 30 minutes ago.
She had her arms crossed in a fit, her cute puffy nose up in the air and her hair neatly laid back.
I stroked her amber brown hair soothingly.
Did I say, I have a fetish for her hair ?
No. She badly rejected me last night, I should have been ignoring her by today.
I looked at her waiting for a nasty stare.
No move.
Intertwined my fingers through hers.
No move.
Pressed it hard against my legs.
No move.
I left her hand on my leg, disappointed.
She quickly looked down and took her hand away from my leg.
I sighed. Oh c'mon, why did I hate seeing her like this ?
I looked through the window as the car started.
I could feel her watching me.
"Jennie........." I said but my words disappeared into the air when she looked at me.
The car suddenly stopped and she got out, oh...... it was Blackpink house.
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When we reached our house, I rang the doorbell.
I forgot to take the keys. Should have listened to Jin hyung.
Suga hyung opened the door, with a sleepy face.
"I was sleeping on the floor, idiot..... won't you give me a bit of peace" Suga hyung hissed as I walked in.
"The peas are in the fridge, Yoongi" Jin hyung chuckled.
"Haha......" Suga hyung fake laughed "So funny"
I walked past Suga hyung and went to my room.
Namjoon hyung was sitting there, crossed legged on the bed, listening to music.
"TaeTae" he said looking up from his phone "How was the date ?"
I shrugged.
"Were you blank Tae all the time ?" Namjoon hyung chuckled.
"She doesn't like you ?" Namjoon hyung asked as I sat on the bed.
He figures out everything. He knows I like her. Nobody noticed that except for him.
"No" I automatically said.
"Aw.... don't get sad" Namjoon hyung smiled, his dimples going deeper than ever for a second.
"I don't know why" I murmured.
I don't know why but I was blabbing nonsense to Namjoon hyung when I'm supposed to be going red now.
I closed my eyes and sighed in deep frustration. Why was she magical ?
Why was she like an Aegyo princess ?
Her heart arrow.
Her expressions.
Her Gucci collection.
Mostly like who I would want.
God...... she left me hanging me up in the sky with high expectations.
I'd rather see her spitting fire at me than watching her solemn expression.
I squeezed my hands into fist ball. Namjoon hyung massaged my shoulders.
"She finds me.... irrationally annoying" I said as my voice cracked.
"TaeTae tomato" Jungkook said as he strolled inside.
"How was your.... uh.... date ?" he smirked.
I looked down. From my side I saw Namjoon hyung shushing at Jungkook.
And he went totally blank, like he didn't say anything.
"Namjoon hyung ! where's my headphone you borrowed last week ?" Jungkook quickly screeched.
"Uh....." Namjoon hyung said as he took out a pair of headphones from under the pillow.
Jungkook snatched the headphones and patted me and marched to his room.
"Taehyung.... come on, are you ?" he smiled "Daydream.... daydream" he sang J-hope's mixtape.
I lay on the bed and Namjoon hyung did too.
Slowly we both drifted off to sleep.
