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But I wouldn't do it. It would all be for nothing. Why hold on for four days and then quit? I was never a quitter. I wasn't someone who just gives up. Also I never tried to hurt or kill myself. I never wanted it. I was stronger. And I will always be stronger.

Once I had a friend who tried to commit suicide. He was in the hospital then and got therapy. He finished school and got a job in his father's company, I heard. I thought he was okay now but we somehow lost contakt. I wondered how he was now or what he was doing. I will search for him when I get out of here. If I get out of here. No, it's when not if. I will find him. He threw some partys back then. He was funny, but then he got depression and it got downwards from there. That's what I remember.

So back to my plan. I will try it again. This time it will work. I will be prepared. I know the person dressed in all black is strong but maybe I could use the element of surprise. I looked around in my cell but there was no place to hide. I could only press myself against the wall and jump out in the right moment. Maybe that will work. So I got there at the wall, stayed still and waited. It nearly was 12 am. The person will be here soon. My heart beated so fast. I sweated and tried to breath quietly but it was hard. I was so nervous and kinda afraid. What will happen? Will I make it? Then I heard footsteps. They came closer. Got louder. It was coming. The person. And it didn't know what I was up to.

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