~𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕋𝕨𝕠 𝕊𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕣𝕤~ Erasermic story

Part 15

He sat on my bed his back against the bed frame. I brushed through my hair until going to  the bed. I tossed the journal into the desk drawer.
"Sorry, I just thought it was a book you were reading."
"It's fine, really. Just... I don't know."
"You think, I think you are some stalker? I don't think that."
"Thanks I guess. I just feel stupid."
I sat down on the bed and put my glasses on.
"Sure, I'm surprised your not throwing up."
"I wasn't that drunk, I had like three beers."
"Your a light weight."
"Whatever. You gonna sleep here or go home?"
"Here, home is to far."
I laughed and rolled my eyes.
"Ok. Scoot over then."
"No."
I looked at him and laughed.
"Come on it's late, Shota."
"So, make me."
I smiled to myself and got on top of him.
"Oo, I'm so scared~"
He said with a smile.
"I'll tickle you."
"You wouldn't?!"
"Wanna bet?"
He puffed out his cheeks and placed his hands over his sides. He still wasn't moving.
"*Sigh* Your gonna really make me tickle you?"
"No, you just going to have to deal."
"Shota your in the middle of the bed! You got the whole other side!"
"So."
I was able to pry his hands of his sides so I could tickle him. He tried pushing me away as I grabbed onto his hands with my other hand.
"H-Hey! N-no fair!"
"It's totally fair!"
He giggled and squirmed. He leaned up and kissed me, I froze.
"Zashi!"
He tapped my forehead and laughed.
"Come on you can't be the surprised!"
After a moment I laughed and leaned down to kiss him.
"Now move over?"
"Fine."
I laughed as I got of off him. He slid over as I laid down turning of the desk lamp and taking off my glasses. I turned to him to see him smiling at me.
"What? Did I do something funny?"
"No, it's just nice to know after all this you actually like me."
He said looking at his arms. I took his hands in mine and kissed his knuckles.
"I don't care. I love you for who you are on the inside, I don't care for looks. This doesn't discribe you Shota. Your heart dose."
I said smiling. He hugged me as I wrapped my hands around his waist to pull him closer.
"Your too good to me."
"No. I'm not 'too' good, I'm just good. I'm not gonna be able to give you everything you want."
"The only thing I want is you Zashi."
I smiled and buried my head in his neck as he played with my hair.
"So it's official? You and me?"
"Ya Sho, it's official."
I could practically hear him smiling as he laughed a bit.
"Good.."
Good..

~The next day~

I woke up to an empty bed. I walked downstairs to smell Sho's cooking.
"What ya making? Smells good!"
"Jesus fuck!"
"What?"
"You scared the living shit out of me, I didn't know you were awake."
I laughed and walked into the kitchen to see him with a Apron on.
"What are you making though?"
"Pancakes, homemade."
"Your homemade pancakes?! Ooo~"
He laughed and flipped one of the pancakes. He still had some of the batter on his face. I went over to him and hugged him from behind. I scooped the batter on his face and tasted it.
"Mm! It's good!"
He laughed and looked at me.
"You could have told me I had stuff on my face."
"No cause it's adorable, you even did it when we were kids."
"Made a mess on my face?"
"Yep! For my birthday, you had banana frosting."
"Oh ya, tsk, you were stupid."
"Shut up~"
He laughed putting the perfect pancake on a plate.
"What are you planning on doing today?"
"Just making sure Aito is in check and grade papers, you?"
"Just grade papers and write more songs, you should help me~! Remember when I was new I walked into Miss. Days class and you fell trying to yell at me?!"
I said laughing as he elbowed me in the stomach.
"That's was a long time ago. But yes I do Remember."
"That was unnecessary...."
I said grabbing my stomach and went to sit down. He laughed placing a plate in front of me.
"So will you~?!"
"I don't sing anymore Zashi."
"But I heard you a couple days ago!"
"Still, I've stopped."
"Well you shouldn't! Your voice is amazing!"
"Haha, no."
"Please~!"
"Nuhu... now eat."
"You shouldn't have given me this much."
"Why?"
Should I tell him? That I usually starve myself? That I have an eating disorder?
"I'm usually not hungry in the mornings."
I said rubbing the back of my neck.
"Oh, then I'll save the rest of the batter and I'll eat what you don't."
"Uh- sure."
I ate a little less than half as he the the rest.
"Thanks Sho! It was good!"
"Of course."
"I'm gonna take a shower. Be right back!"
I jumped up from my chair and went upstairs. I lied.... I never lie about that kind of stuff to Shota.. I grabbed towel and went into the bathroom.