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Y/N's POV, December 8th 1992

Nobody needed reminding what today was, it was the anniversary of Razzle's death. Today was always a hard day for Vince, he still carries that burden and always will do, he tries to not let it show with anyone else, but I'm not anyone and because I was with Vince in that car when it happened he knew I understood how he felt. I helped him through that time and he knows that I'll always help him.

Which is why every December eighth, Vince would always either come over and spend the day with Nikki and I or I'd go over and spend the day with him, usually spending the night too.

Nikki hadn't said anything about it this year, not about me going or not going so I was just assuming it was okay for me to go. I'd already promised Vince that him being fired wouldn't change this tradition as it was a tradition Vince banked on to get him through this date every year.

It has just passed ten am, I'd showered and was now packing an overnight bag to head over to Vince, Nikki was downstairs with Blaze choosing not to shower today however half way through packing my bag Nikki came upstairs and into the bedroom.

I saw him stand in the doorway for a second of two before it must have clicked in his head where I was going and he groaned "Seriously? You're not actually still going over to him, are you?" Nikki asked sounding less than impressed.

I rolled my eyes not turning to even look at Nikki, if he's going to be childish I don't want to look at him "Why do you suddenly now hate Vince again whenever I'm meant to see him? You honestly have bipolar or something when it comes to Vinnie. You can have the decency to use his name and yes, I am. Today's a tough day for Vince, he usually spends this day with us so this year is no different but you won't have him here so I have to go over there, I can't just leave him on his own."

"Do you have spend the night though? I don't like it."

"You don't like anything to do with Vince anymore, seriously... you were okay with him for a little bit now you hate him again, what did he do to make you hate him so much now?"

Nikki didn't answer for a while, and when he gave me an answer it was pathetic "Nothing. But, I just keep remembering the reasons he pissed me off so much, he just tried to take control of everything, it had to be his way or the highway and I wasn't gonna stand for that."

"Now we both know that's a lie." I sighed "He went along with what you said because he respected you, he loved you and you just let him go like your friendship meant nothing, all because you're jealous of him. You don't need to be."

Nikki didn't say anything immediately, eventually he strung together an response "I'm not jealous. I just don't see the point of you going over anymore, you can't just leave for a night. What about Blaze?"

"If that bothers you I'll take him with me." I said back instantly "I'm the only person who saw what that crash did to him, Nik. You didn't see what I saw, the state he was in... it still kills him, he just keeps it to himself now."

"That's not your problem anymore, if it's bothering him so much he should see a therapist."

"Nikki. Don't be such a dick. Like I said he'd always come to us on this date, every year or I'd go spend the day with him. It's what he wants... you know what that night felt like when you thought I was dead, so you know how Vince feels... it's hard on him. Please, just let me do this."