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Y/N's POV, December 3rd 1993

You know how I mentioned that Nikki and I had been trying for another baby? Well, I think that I'm actually pregnant. Think being the key word there, the last couple of weeks I've had the typical kind of symptoms and I know them well enough by now having gone through them twice already.

Like when I was thought I was pregnant with Blaze I hadn't told Nikki of my symptoms and had kept them low key as possible not to draw attention to them and have him suss anything, to give him false hope.

I was fairly certain I was though just from my gut feeling without taking a test but I had brought a test yesterday when I went out under the guise of buying a couple of cleaning products that we were genuinely low on and I was planning on taking the test today, the test was a box of two as I think it's always safe to take two to make doubly sure.

Having two kids will be a challenge even if Blaze is a toddler and not much trouble anymore but we knew that, I've mentioned that before. It'll also be hard to deal with touring again while pregnant because I'm fairly certain they'll overlap but I'll be fine if I stay out of the way, I'm pretty good at that anyways.

Nikki had a phone call with Doug right now discussing business things with the band and he was upstairs in our bedroom taking that call as I'd been downstairs when the phone rang and I was rather into a movie so Nik didn't want to disturb me with the conversation he'd be having.

He'd been up there for twenty minutes now and I was taking the chance now to sneak upstairs and take the pregnancy tests, Blaze was in his bedroom as far as I knew he was working on something to give to Nikki for his birthday which was in just over a week, I think it was a picture as Blaze fancied himself as quite an artist, it was turning into a real hobby of his and I'm happy he was already finding something that made him happy.

I got up from the couch and I got the tests from where I'd hidden the box was in my jacket by the front door and quietly made my way upstairs, hearing Nikki talking to Doug as I slipped into the guest bedroom and into the en-suit bathroom just to make sure Nikki doesn't see or hear anything.

I locked the door behind me and placed the box I had in my hand onto the sink, I looked at it for a few seconds and smiled to myself, sighing softly opening the box up and sliding the two tests inside into my hand.

I saw no reason to procrastinate taking these, I wanted them to be positive after all and I was almost certain they would be. Without another thought I did what I had to do, placing both the tests onto the sink afterwards.

I didn't turn them over or not look at them while I waited for them to give me the result, I made sure I watched them closely waiting to see a second red line appear.

This obviously made time go tortuously slowly, the seconds felt like years but it all seemed worth it when I started to see a second red line appear on both of the tests and my heart rate picked up instinctively, even if I was expecting the result, it was still a great feeling to have it confirmed to me.

I didn't get too excited until both of them were fairly clear and staring right back at me, that's when I began grinning and had the overwhelming urge to tell Nikki. I wasn't sure how long he'd be on the phone to Doug but I can just sit next to him and wait if he's going to be a while, he might be on the phone for an hour yet or five minutes I wasn't sure but he'd been talking to Doug for a while and it couldn't be that long until they were done, I can't imagine there's all that much to discuss.