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Y/N's POV, May 8th 1995

The last near couple of months hadn't been the best, I'll admit. Everything was fine with me, fine with Nikki, Blaze, Nico and the baby but not everything was fine with Skylar.

Her condition had got so much worse, things were now pretty bleak for her. Tests and scans had been run to see if the cancer had spread anywhere and the results had been given three days ago and because it was a big thing, I'd been with Vince and Sharise when they found out whether or not Skylar's chances were slim to none or not and the results weren't good, the cancer had spread even with the start of chemotherapy and now it seemed that it had got into her brain.

They weren't giving up on her yet because she was so little but there was only so much her body could take because of her age, they were going to do chemotherapy for another month but then after that if there was so sign of any improvement and if Skylar was unable to tolerate it anymore, she'd pretty much be left to die.

It was hard to hear that but cancer could be like that, not all treatment was effective and if cancer turned aggressive then there was little that could be done.

Sharise broke down when we were told, I got pretty choked up too but refused to cry and Vince didn't break immediately, he wanted too I saw it in his eyes and on his face but he didn't, it was only when Vin and I got into his car to go back to his place that he broke down, I didn't really know what to do because there was nothing to say that would make this situation better, I just hugged him and let him cry eventually when he did pull himself together, I ended up driving us back to his house, he wasn't in a fit mental state to drive.

Nikki had dropped me at Vin's then we'd taken his car to the hospital and would pick me up when I wanted him too, it was easier that way because if it had been bad news for Skylar I'd planned ahead and foreseen this situation to make sure I was with him and could drive for him if needs be, but I left that part out from Nikki.

If Nikki had known I'd driven he'd have freaked the fuck out because he'd finally reached the point where he deemed I was unable to drive which wasn't totally unreasonable as I was getting on for seven months into my pregnancy now so I wasn't even going to argue with him, but Nikki didn't need to know about me driving the other day.

As for today though, I was at home with Nikki, he'd gone to collect Blaze from preschool just over an hour ago and now he was cooking us dinner, which is what he told me. I'd been really tired today so I had been asleep most of the day, I felt bad for being lazy but I really was just totally exhausted, being woken up by Nico twice sometimes three times a night on top of getting further and further into this pregnancy, it was tough.

I hadn't really seen Nikki today, I'd only seen him when he got up this morning, when I woke up when he came to get dressed to take Blaze to preschool then collect Blaze from preschool and then when he got back to get dressed back into some more house appropriate clothes.

This time I hadn't been woken up by Nikki but by my own accord, or rather my baby's accord. It was both sat on my bladder and kicking me at the same time, it was really uncomfortable and wasn't going to allow me to fall back to sleep so I went and relieved my bladder then chose to just go downstairs and see what Nikki was doing.

I make my way downstairs as fast as I could, upon getting down there Blaze was watching TV and Nico was beside him, Blaze was talking to Nico and Nico was just kinda staring at his brother, from what I could gather Blaze was trying to explain something to him but obviously it was going straight over the younger boys head, I had to laugh to myself a little but that laugh alerted Blaze to my presence and he turned to look at me smiling when he saw me "Hi, Mommy."